"Are You Gay?" Maybe? Maybe not... Ether way I'm back to Shit on you.

You think you know me. No matter who you think I am. Want to think I am. Assume who i am. I doesn't fucking matter. I am here! I am back here to do what I usta do best. That is take back what I created on playstation home. 2 years ago the Police was called on me because of some things that someone said to sony on a video. Sony employee's felt threatened so they took legal action. I was forced to shut down. I was Gagged. I tried to keep doing what I was doing with a little Watered down Version but it didn't work. Now i see what I Used to DO on worldstarhiphop.com? are you fucking serious!??



^ i started that Shit...

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Thats Classic SoSe. But on to the REBOOT SoSe. I'm here today to blog about 2 things. Someone i want to expose cause i think its hilarious. 2... a newcomer looking to take back home like I am.

Marni....

Again does it fucking Matter who she is?? eat a Dick... side by side untill we get more folks we will be kicking home's Ass ONCE AGAIN like I usta.


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Are you Gay?

The Situation:
Well I was sitting at the pier when crimms told me to look up. Saw a girl avatar saying he was a dude and wanted to teach guys a lesson. Or womanizers a lesson. HA!! So we watched. He danced and danced and pranced around like a lil bitch in his lemon bikini bottom and Egyptian top right? No harm no foul. Lots of people bait other people with female avatars. Ohhhhh no Not this guy... for some reason he goes.   "Wanna Date?" to the noob guys he's dancing with. Then because myself and crimmy says something about he's baint people the wrong way. The lil turd burger gets upset changes back to his guy avatar...and Goes ballistic on us like we committed a crime. Really you little fucker? You're mad at us for saying what you said in the 1st place? You said "im a guy im teaching guys a lesson" in front of everyone and got upset with us because we repeated it in front of the same people like they didnt see the shit the 1st time...

Aftermath:

After he changed he sat there for a good 40 minutes... to claim we ruined it and that we are dumb people. We needed to go away. We're homo-phobes, he would never be our friends, He would never add us... We have no sense of character. Its a Game and it his game he plays it how he wants. He's not gay but his sister is bi and he understands bi people (like girls being bi is really disgusting?Lol) all kinds of bullshit this kid was saying untill i came to the conclusion that he's insecure about who he really is and does...

heres more...

Lol i eventually ended up just leaving and walking away from him.

The Best part about this story is... I ran into him again the very next day... but this time he was a dude avatar... dancing with another dude who was openly gay... O.o!!!!!

can we say busted homo???

Ha... its you're game. But please be true to yourself i will expose your ass....The original fucking way....

PS. Marni will be blogging after me for the 1st time. I encourage her to take her time. Don't be hard on herself. Let the juices flow. remember Marni. you do not havta follow my format.... but this is how i get down...

SoSe - Out!

PSS..... I'm not going around this dude named "FACE" dont even ask me to expose that dude he exposed himself in guy chatrooms. im cool.... -Salutes-

So

Blogging is really fucking hard now for the simple fact that i keep drama off here recently. What can i blog about? Well lol i did encounter some crazy Playstation home love here recently. I'll havta do some thinking about it to put it into a perfect perspective. Its rather interesting. I may even start doing a explore home type thing. I don't know... home has really changed a lot. Plus Playstation has new privacy rules so now u can't get "run by adds" from random people

Stay tuned...

and happy new Year!

#Shemad (Im being me again!)

So you know i can't get online without messing with someone. Untill someone gets serious and blows things out of proportion. But this girl was way out of it. Lol, She went from hating me to liking me... to hating me again to liking me to telling me to come to her hood that i would get beat up. I turned the recorder off because she was giving out her Email address and phone number trying to actually get serious so there wont be a part 3. #fact is... She contradicted her self many times. Im not going to write in sync with the video but you can just watch and see for yourself. Pretty hilarious.

Basically she was trying to play the victom of being trolled before any of us steped in. I didn't say a word to her untill dominatrix started trolling her. She was being very rude because some guy was talking next to her. Scrolling the lyrics to the song. She claimed she knew the guidelines to playstation home and that she would get him suspended just for doing that. To me thats a lil chidlish... bitchmad and pussy all in 1 pot.  All she had to do was hit mute on him like she did everyone else. but because her comments wasnt needed he kept doing it JUST TO ANNOY her which made it even more amusing. Soons as the guy left everyone in the Area jumped on her head with the #Shemad comments. Funny moment and good times for home.

Awwww weellll good or bad blogg ? I thought it was ok. Decent for me... stay tuned i may have more.

So it has Crossed my attention. Have you ever had a friend that..

I'm breaking the 4th! but not my own definition. Relate with me here for a second.

Lol

Scenario- It has to be 2 girls and a guy or 2 guys and a girl. The opposite sex are the 1s who are the new friends. The Same sex... 1 of them is Jealous.

So! have you ever had a friend who was so boring...You never had anything in common with? For example you actually know this person likes you. Wants to get with you. Gave him or her a chance before and they just didn't seem right? You stop talking to them for a long long time... then... 1 day they talk to you again and then you meet up with them and some other friends. his or her other friends ends up being really cool and interesting and you start to kick it with them more and then your "Friend" in the 1st place who was boring...Tends to actually want to start seem interesting again because he or she can't understand why you're kicking it with their friends now and not them? lol Then to top it all off they start sending you messages from social networks and text messages to your phone. Completely asking you and your new friend what you guys did all the time? Theres only a few situations or outcomes to this...

When the situation is you're JUST FRIENDS with the new friend and your own friend LIKES YOU it may happen like this.

1. Old friend starts to spaz for no reason on the both of you and or to include him or her into you and your new friends activities or you both can go to hell

2. give you The most STUPID ultimatum in the world which you know you and your new friend aren't going to go for unless 1 of you are not strong. For example, You believe you will lose a lot of perks or access too things if you don't give in to your old friend. I don't think anyone should care about the jealous friend acting this way in my opinion. That ultimatum is to no longer talk to your new friend anymore.

3. He or She goes about ignoring you both and two facing you guys behind your back making up sexual rumors and other kinds of nonsense.

4. Someone gets into a heated fight. Theres more to think of but i really don't have much to jot about on the brain. I do know in the end its always bad... Don't be the jealous friend. Two friends are kickin back as friends Mind your business. They don't really owe you much just because you linked them to meet each other. Be yourself... thats always interesting.

Red Hair Blue eyes...

Thats My beautiful mom. Astrius Jinx. By myside, behind me, infront of me all around me. Be afraid of Red hair and blue eyes. They are Exotic. They kill, deadly. FUCK YOU UP!.

I have niece's. Gboo, Blacc and Rayne. Second life nieces that i love to death. :D


In other news. Its Christmas time. Seems to be my favorite time of the year where I actually feel like i can be doing something with all this joy. Yes Joy i said joy, thats not my MO but... I came out of my deep dark hole. I just want be me and do what i enjoy. Thats keeping it fiction. Never intended for the things in the past to happen which in result to me making stupid and silly emo blogs. OUT OF CHARACTER! I will not deal with those i've dealt with in the past etheir. Everyone is gone. Its just me. ME ME ME. The blogged on the left side aren't here anymore and im going to remove them soon (By the time someone reads this they should be removed)

I Was on playstation home for the 1st time in about a couple of months. I honestly do not know how long i been off but i first noticed.... FREE MOVIES! Xbox now has youtube... will be getting Crackle but Sony has it now. Crackle is Good. I like it... However its very laggy on playstation. You can watch it with your friends free inside your private space too. EXAMPLE:

^ how about them apples! NICE Right... gives me a reason to actually sign in. But that doesn't mean i didnt get in any Online bullshit tho. Lol I'll leave it for the next blog. The Title will be #Shemad. Will be after i post the Video. Don't think i will be doing any editing but i do have an intro...

I Like it. Hope you all do... Can't wait to go viral again so EVERYONE CAN HATE ME...and really have nothing relevant to hate about sept... whats behind the "4th wall"

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO That has been a long hiatus!

I'm blogging! Its September. I got rid of all haters. If theirs more haters... or the same ones. Please, continue to hate. Lol PlayStation home still by god sucks. You still have no life, You still sign on to psn just to type "hey baby" to pixel titties.

So i was browsing youtube and i saw 1 of my videos was stolen to bash the content of it. Me personally i felt the same way thats why i wasnt bothered. The person stole it and bashed home for people getting married. Originally we where supposed to crash that wedding but i was stuck into my "no drama" attitude at the time.


Lol but some dude grabed my video and let them all have it. I knew not a person in that video... i just recorded and threw music over it. Just for views for the song... He pretty much let everyone have it saying home fams are stupid (ditto!) and everythign on home is stupid. At the end of the day people its not real... so i agree with it being stupid if you're taking it way to far...


Role playing is a way to explain what ur doing on home. But most don't say they are role playing because they are actually being themselves.... thats what makes home sucks...

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So i received an email from the tranny i blogged below. She thanked me for telling it like it is. Me being humble as my new found leaf i told her its all good. Yea... i appreciate mf's who can be proud of who they are no matter what and i was honestly enlighten by that email. Seems I made me feel good. So a second Shout out to nikki for being a Gangsta ass Gamer...


Hey i mite actually come back to blogging cause i dont really give a shit what people think of me anymore... fuc em... its S o S e <---- Respect it!

PSN

WELP! i spoke on my bday and SONY! has decided to bring back the PSNetwork today... Its an update as we speak. Some cities are ABLE to get online. A lot of Others cannot.. bare with sony (sike) lol

Have a great day

am i a failure?

Today is the birth of sose...

everything i had going for me is no longer existing...

is it my fault because i walked away??

Everytime i fucking come here i have nothing to fucking blogg... its starting to really fucking bother me. I'm really up here censoring myself... avoiding people. avoiding drama... Gagging shouting out someones name cause im pissed off at them. I don't want to embarrass anyone... Ugh!

I escaped my virtual world because people got close in shit. I don't know what to do or say anymore.

You know what i blame sony. Fuck that stupid fuckin company... the creation of playstation home.... etc. You know what, on facebook... i saw a group of playstation lovers and...i came across 1 special fuckin gamer. I couldn't believe this shit because all these time's i've been called a tranny on PSHome even after i got on the mic cursin someone out. There was living proof of a tranny on Facebook who is RAGING About not being on home...

^ yea... that is not a fucking girl! Not to discriminate but you guys need to stop harrassing girls or trannys over PSN! When it comes to gaming we are all 1... I believe in gaming. This bitch stands up and will tell u straight up that ur a heterosexual like its a bad thing or some shit. I respect that cause the bitch is a straight gamer! play your games and shut the fuck up thats all i say... and speaking of fucking sony... i just learned that ALLLL sony servers are takin down... from everquest... to free Realms... to... DC universe online both PC and PS3, YOU CANT PLAY SHIT ONLINE That SAYS SONY!!!

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk

I need to play SOMETHING ON THE PS3! that is NOT Ps2!! its stupid that PS2 games WORK!!!!!!!!!!! why!? because its hosted by gamespy...

on to the NEXT!

[13:46] Trazique Clarity: yo bro

[13:46] Trazique Clarity: Idk what goin on but I'm ask nicely to fall back off SoSe

[13:47] Trazique Clarity: She not feeling whatever you doing so let it go

[13:48] Trazique Clarity: I know you see this

[13:49] Trazique Clarity: so dont be a lil bitch and not even acknowledge me

[13:49] J35T34 Ravinelli: wtf u mean pussy

[13:49] J35T34 Ravinelli: i got yo bitch

[13:49] J35T34 Ravinelli: and fuk sose too

[13:49] J35T34 Ravinelli: i kno u see dat

[13:50] Trazique Clarity: that fine you can be mad but dude she not feeling you or wahtevert youpestiring her about

[13:50] J35T34 Ravinelli: nigga i aint sayin shit to her

[13:50] J35T34 Ravinelli: tell her jump off my dick already

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I deleted you about a month a two ago. Theirs no way im "on your dick" I mean i could of aired you out so long ago but i chose not to for reason that i considered you as a friend. But since its fuck me and Jump off your dick... Then its all good. I really don't need you as a friend as you are disloyal anyways.... I'll take the time out to shoot on you u rag doll chea rug gap-tooth with a g0ld cap on ya front tooth azz mexican. nigga its 2011 not 1991... take that miami vice shit out ya mouth and shut the fuc up....

I could make this blog really messy but i chose not to... AS PLAYSTATION NETWORK is still down. I am sad to say fuck sony...I can't play my DC universe, I can't get on PShome... I can't play Mortal Kombat online... PSN thank you for the most boring 3 weeks of my life. Thank you sony for getting hacked. No thank you second life...

Sucks! this my place to rant and i dont even RANT! fuck that!!!

PSN Outage week two

May 3rd : Playstation Network

As some of you may know... or may not know... PSN will be back online May 3rd 2011 after anonymous took it offline on april 21st. They stated they didnt harm Peoples credit card information. Sony just said that looking for it to be a FBI case... lol it fucking backfired. As of April 27th 2011 a class action lawsuit was opened againts sony by its consumers who claim their personal lives have been violated. Lol if i was sony i wouldnt of said shit. Thats just my personal opinion! I'm just saying Specially sense anonymouse admited to taking down the servers... then saying they arent harming any sony consumers

I have nothing to do with this... i'm not apart of "anonymous" i just think its funny. april 22nd was 2 days after it was hacked. Lets look at the time line... april 24th is the day some dumbazz at sony came up with the idea...to tell its consumers to check their credit their information has been stolen. Trying to say anonymous is doing it. Prior to that...anonymous on april 22nd said they didnt. They covered their own ass... lets just say someone did take ur information from sony. Why did they take 4 to 6 days... to explain ur shit is in trouble? i mean thats not professional at all. Not good business. 2 days later... they have a class action lawsuit open againts them... GOOD! sony mite fall... all i know is i want some of that money. My credit information is on PSN...

I know you Read it

I know you do, thats why i made this post just cause i know you gonna read it... Sooooo This is the End of the SoSe Project as for what it stood for n the Past. I grew up, we grew up... we not on that lame shit anymore. Got better shit to do.

My Second life:

Married

3 kids

Rich mom... Rich father...

7 Siblings 4 sisters not encluding myself, 3 brothers...

Lots of land... mansion home, my own home. Patriots football team...what more can i ask for ya know? dude i dont need you or your dick. I like myself for who i am. You can't get with that then i dont know what to tell you. I'm evil... and playfull but i dont have a heart. I know when and when not to... never tell me some fantasy shit like im feeling myself too much cuz im not. I'm emo remember. I'm always broken hearted. Don't tell me im on ur shit cuz im really not. I listen to my own music, i play my own games. i do my own thing. I dont need many people n my life. I entertain myself and people tend to enjoy my company so no... i dont feel myself. You're just mad because you can't get on the same program as me. HA HA HA!

anyway.. see ya when i get something NEW to blogg about. It mite just be second life.

lol shit...

Shit i want to blogg about i can't, i be told not too n shit... im having some issues on SL that helps me to stay away. I have 2 sisters...1 is married and has 2 kids She is the middle sister. She sort of whines about her cheerleading position with my Dad. Since rasdaon(my dad) owns the SFL patriots and she on the cheer sqaud she thinks she posed to get some special treatment i don't know. My oldest sister is conservative and quiet like me. So we get along. I'm pretty much tha baby of my moms children... since the twinz never sign online who play 5 years old. I'm just tha baby. Then theres my brother ace who like to cheat on women but he always get caught... dominic who never signs on... and my other brother i hate... that my mom loves. The 1 i deal with everyday. g0dly (fuck this nigga) my mom loves him the mostest. I don't know why... virtual mother is mean for that 1. he never signs on and bearily talks to anyone. Not gonna say what ice does... but people sure do come here cuz they think he still here... lol (again feeding the commenters) My mom is mrs astrius jinx who i should invite to this blog so she can let out some shit. We run the lions den on second life to get some of rated u's music heard. I play saints 2 a lot when im ignoring everyone. Im also hiding. Don't want to play sose anymore. I dont know why i feel that way i just dont.

blogging seems like a hassle... commenters are having fun...im not. well maybe i should start venting off about my sl... this kinda feels better tho knowing i hate my sl and now its soothing... it more drama there than anything ive ever seen in life. SL is full of it. all you havta do is become friends with someone and then you realize the reason people sign in. They have no life...(hmmph comment) or they just dont get out much and cant controll their own actions. Hey im getting deep again but its just a thought. Yes i like long walks on the psn beach just to clown the losers on there... put my ray gun in they face... (comment!)

comment groupie love

I'm so sorry i don't love you...

Well yea i "Wrote a eHarmony" blogg according to the asian kid named jasmin angel. Ya i got the info on you. The fact that you come here anonoymous to talk about dicks is hilarious. Whatever.

Anywayzzzz

So i was told to blog cause i have a friend who is some what good to me. Leaves me a lot on psn... but its all good. Running the lions den on sL is hardwork. Getting these dJ schedules going. Trying to get people our music is hard was well. You gotta feel it... like i do. I love my CJ and i love his music. We got so turned up on youtube almost to 1k... Im feelin that. To my lover who secretly loves me and wants me to have a big dick that he can suck... I will try to grow 1 for you baby. then im going to stick my dick deep down ur throat so u can enjoy the succulent flavors of sose... those juices flowing down ur throat as ur being gaged like a ho... keep commenting. I just love it...

SIKE

Really i have nothing to blog LOL im just jotting down bullshit... currently just staring at the psn Xmb lookin at the friendslist thinking absolutely nothing to myself.... getting bored as im writing.. wanting to kill shit. and i dont really play DC universe online anymore... i just watch. Ice does :) complicated game yo....

anny or u ok? or u OK anny? im going insane... wtf

You love me

Thats why you come here to hate on me.

You love me, thats why you sit and talk to yourself in the comment box

you love me... you really do and i appreciate you. To my dearest 1 hater

I love you too. I bet you sit in front of your browser waiting to hit www.TheSoSeProject.Com

Reason i know this is because we don't eve promote it.

This place is ground zero. Its a dead zone... it says up to practice on.

But you love me, thats why you still come here.

hoping 1 day the website doesnt work anymore

because sose ruined your whole internet career 2 years ago.

You love me, You' can't get enough...

Stop talking to yourself... mr commenter its sure aint cute.

Stop loving me... im playing psp. And i dont love you...

Well maybe i do cause you love me right boo??

hahaha!!!

www. RatedUnblockable.com

Socializing

People have their opinions. I have mine. I've been told that i have a fuck the world persona. I do. Lol fact is I just like arguing and debating. I always end up trying to get my opinion heard and pointed out. I disagree with a lot! You wanna know me? sure...

My fav color is Red obviously everything i do is red. Red is the color of seduction. Seduction is the art of luring. Yes i lure... but i do nothing more after luring. I draw crowds i gather a lot of people. Finish it off with entertaining.

Movies? i dont know. Kinda hard. I like comedies, action and drama. Friday uhmm Fast and the furious. I like when they mix some movies with love. Sometimes thats good. Uhm ya kno... well you dont but w.e...hehe

My fav type of games are role playing. Any game that puts me in the game. I Like those platformers dont get me wrong... mario, sonic... uhm ya know. I like virtual worlds because you can be who you wanna be. who you desire. You mite say thats lame and thats who we usta diss but it came a time where we grew up and said to hell with it...Let people be who they wanna be. IT helps them to grow as a human being.

Xbox 360 vs Playstation 3. I am a Playstation girl only because its what i grew up with. Online is free. And i have a choice to use other products and not microsofts. Playstation is a fun system if ur a single player gamer. Online is just a plus because not all servers work well. Xbox is Great for the online experience. keeps everyone connected at all times... jump right in the game from the dashboard at a snap of a finger. What more can you ask for?

Playstation home. Well it was supposed to be a place to meet other gamers. SINCE u can get married on playstation home. I find it pretty useles...lots of E-Thugs go there. heh..

am i single? yes... kinda by choice. I feel like i should find myself before taking on belonging with someone and catering to both of out lives... My fav hobbie uhmmmmm picking on people... sounds like "why would u do that" but hey its fun and funny.

ill get more later i kinda feel uncomfy...

soSe = outSauce!

Shit like that

Shit like below i don't like going threw... its rather annoying to want to shit on people on a blog. I did get a chance to play mortal kombat. We posted a small video and its on the front page of my website. http://www.TheSoSeProject.com

in other things to come my cuzin was raging on halo while playing with my brother. I think its funny so i'm going to share it...

Hope you enjoy if not... fuck you

:D

You have No Life!!!

^ if u can't read it... play it on Youtube. Basically, I'm sick of SoSe. Sick of the Reputation, sick of havin to lay low key. Sick of peoples opinions. Leave me be... FUCK you and your life. Why are you fuckasses all afraid of me and the shit i can do? All i do is leave my mark with my opinion. I make what i say important and make an impact. Fucker YOU GOT CAUGHT! its not our problem. Now i dont dont know what happened 2 years ago but im sure it was something about some Jasmin person upset so much about their playstation home world torn. She or he was "Princess of home" Untill they FUCKED with SoSe... Thats when SoSe broke the bitch reputation. Killed her whole shit and now she dissapeared from playstation and started hiding under different psn's. Now u must be ASKING yourself. "SoSe? why are you reffering to yourself in a 3rd person?" because it wasnt the same sose... i was there but i didnt play the part at the time. I'm not gonna say who it was (cough icey lol) but SoSe back then ripped asses and tore them so bad that people really HATE "SoSe" all their online identities where crushed. Hell broke loose. Websites where destroyed... Addresses and threats where giving out. I mean sose and the SoSe Project back then was a big fucking mess. Now that I'm here and i just like being her because she's much like me. I Just dont want her Past. Its fuckin HORRIBLE! LOL i get harrassed everywhere i go that know somewhat a LITTLE big of the sose project. Its a living virtual nightmare. But then you may ask urself... now "sose... why dont u just be yourself" simple. Cause i dont want u to know me. I dont want my personal business around the internet. Its not pretty. 2...I like hiding under a character that was givin to me. It helps me escape. 3 People like sose as a character. I often get asked never to stop with sose because sose makes some people smile. That i can go to sleep to... im here to help sometimes. Help people get a good laugh and go threw their day. I like to entertain with my bullshit bumfuck adventures... but when shit like the video above happens. Its bothers ME! lol but what can i do? i took on a Heavy legacy which is SoSeDuctive... icey or lisa. A Hardcore bitch on the internet just entertaining people by insulting others mishaps... lol Thats cruel but some people fuckin deserve the shit.

sexxxx <---out---> SoSe

Just a bunch of Gibberish!???

Don't read my blog, because i don't like you...

No i will not feed you

So I'm going to try to type whats on the top of my head. Its pretty much nothing but hate at the moment. I hate this... i hate that. I Just can't stop hating shit at the moment. I'm ready to go away get away from people. I do no like a lot of things that goes on around me. Call me emo. Pfft Go ahead i dare you. I will break your face, oh maybe i'll grin with a small smile and walk away. I'm soul searching and I can't find what I'm looking for. Am i just jotting down things and making it sound like gibberish? Kind of feels like it because my brain is racing at a high pace. I cannot catch the cell and grab a positive train of thought. What do i really want to blog about? I can't say because i dont want anyone to know me...

I don't hear voices but i do have random thoughts. weird dreams and daymares, yes daymares. Because they don't happen at night. Its like being traped in a small room with nothing in it. You can't eat, can't sleep, can't piss besides in your panties. You can't really roll and stretch to be comfortable because the walls are to close together. God im sick of this emo shit as much az u are as sick of fucking reading it! (lol i just made myself laugh)

Anyhow video games are a temp fix. There is more to life than playing them. I mean actually getting the opportunity to sit and help make them is a golden day in my life. I would love to get a chance with out the stress more of the relaxation of putting something together and making it the best. Life is what you make it and im having a hard time coping with what i want to do. I have to stop trying to go around obstacles and just get with it. 1 day i will. I blogged at the moment to make myself feel better. It kinda worked. Now i need to relax, calm down and figure out something to do for the day... Disappointment is so not my friend.... lol

Yet i still feel like this blogg is a bunch of gibberish... hmmmmm

Behind every avatar there is a person...

Feelings...

i don't even know how to address this. some know me, some don't. I was called emo at one point. I was called dramafied... whatever. Fact is the SosE projects website is 100% cleaned from all drama. I do pure gaming. in Fact i dont even think anyone has even LOOKed at it. never sat down and took the time. thats why i float around and find new people to hang out with. My old friends seem to want to continue to judge. So i had a issue today with a long time friend cause i signed on home. You know what... i think home is a plague if you sit down and have a conversation with people. I mean its cool when ur bored and emo. Listen to other peoples problems and issues and then you feel like. Well shit maybe my life aint so bad. It could be worse. But then you got those who can't decide whats really going on because they are too busy being themselves. Its way easy to not give up who you are over the internet. When you do, people tend to gossip, Like me i let people think what they want... ima guy ima girl... ice still plays on the account blah blah blah. Whatever my story is i just let people think it. I don't care anymore. For the simple fact that people online lie anyway. people who don't lie need to understand that liars are 90% on the internet. I was told keep sose anonymous. People don't understand that drama is anything that has an opinion. Say for instance 2 people have 2 different opinions about something and situations keep fliping itself. Like uhhhhh and xbox fan goes to playstation home and explains why he likes xbox. Bunch of kids jump in his face and go. "FUCK xbox" cause him to swear back. Then they call mods cause he's swearin but they were swearin at him n the 1st place and the xbox fan gets banned... thats drama....

I mean i avoid stuff like that at all cost. doesn't matter thee situation i don't get involved.

Behind every avatar there is a person...

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Who hides their true identity!

Sexxxxxx

out!!

Live

Noticed when you do things live. things start to happen. Yea i've been streaming my gameplay live every so often... on my site @ http://www.thesoseproject.com/sosesstream.htm

Playing Fable 3, DC universe, Red dead Redemption, LittleBigPlanet 2, smackdown vs raw (sometimes) and Maybe left 4 dead 2

Speaking of which i should be updating soon. But you know what i mean by live when u go look at my video archive on my ustream account... (lol) http://www.ustream.tv/user/TheSoSeProject

just see for yourself. Anyway. I thought i'd make a short update i guess for those who do read this. I would hope u come check me out daily im usually always streaming what im doing on ps3 :D

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in other news. I'm pretty sick. Im trying to hang n there daily ya know mentally. Life has had its ways wit me and all i can see myself doing is gaming. I want a career out of gaming. Not necessarily a tester... journalist or nothing like that. Maybe a pre animator... idk... then again writing could be fun but i give bad opinions on everything before i finish playing it. its all good... I'll give myself some time to figure it out. Check out my show... we gonna make it good with DC universe.

I'm having a bad life

Sometimes you sit back and think to yourself are you happy or not? Are you satisfied? You wonder if everything is enough. You worry about tomorrow. You cannot come up with an answer for your own self. It seems hard, ye the worse feeling in the world because you cannot even come up with the conclusion of what you want to do in the next 5 mins. Well this is how i feel every 2 breaths that i take. I'm lost. What can i do to make myself smile? I dont even know if that exist... i push people away from me because i dont want others to suffer with my negativity. I'm creative... Yes this i know, people like some of the stuff i do, but sometimes i dont feel like i've done enough. I Drew large crowds before, but it doesnt seem enough and to top if all of... I cannot be the center of attention I hate it. I hate when a bunch of people try to talk to me at once about what they like that i did. I get rude and nasty... but when im in the shadows where i am most comfortable... i seem to enjoy people being inquisitive about me. I say "blog sose it makes you feel good" then i think well people read it and they mite gain a sense of my weaknesses. You know me Im hardcore. I don't let things appear to be bad or let anyone bother me. I do know that if someone tries something with me i will get them 10x harder. It's been proven.

Every seconds is a step closer to death. I mean for everyone this is true but for me its losing the will to live due to the belittling i get from family. I hate it when you're doing something others cannot understand and relate to and want to call you worthless or lame. I mean no motivation what so ever. Just simple put downs because you cannot accommodate to their shitty lifestyle of daily struggle. dont get me wrong im not being emo here and saying i want to die. I'm fighting it off. God has his ways of putting you threw the storm before you can get to the rainbow.I rather not sit around and hustle for right now. I rather hustle for years to come. teach myself as much as i can so when life is out there for me i can handle it. I sponge myself with knowledge daily because i refuse to be ignorant like certain individuals. I've learned n this life you must be likeable in order to succeed no matter what your job is you must be able to communicate with people in a business order. You must smile at all times. You must make sure people around you have nothing to worry about other than getting things done. Everything can be considered drama and getting in the way of business. I don't hate life... I just dont like my position in it and im hoping to get away from a level of ignorance. I've delt with a lot here... shit's changing and I'm fed up with bullshit. Now im starting to understand why music helps people. It takes you out of the zone of thinking about stupid and nonsense. I feel better when im working getting shit done and feel like somebody! music HELPS! lol... as CJ said to me 1 day... he left a woman because she was no motivation to him. Brought him down on his music... now look at CJ without her. He came to los angeles and made a hot track, met mad celebrities... and soon to be moving here to finish his career. He got to meet faith... I mean i would never bring a guy down ever. at this young age i've learned about my selfish ways and i rather push a man to do what he's supposed to do...

With all that said Rated U has helped me stay alive. It motivates me to succeed. I breath nothing else but success and i would like to take the time to pray for myself so i will never get unfocused so i would never think I'm worthless as some people try to portray me to be. I'm not saying someone said that too me (well yea i am lol) but im just saying I'm ready to prove mf's wrong and then when they need me I'm not going to help them. I used to wonder why celebs dont talk to their families or even help them.... well its simple... they are grade A Fuck ups! if you live in a home and people are cursing, theirs no structure and people dont do what they are supposed to do. Everyone does their own thing that makes them happy... and gets upset with others if they invade their space... trust me its going to stay that way forever. Its a never ending cycle amongst families in america... those chorus are fuckin important. Those family dinners u dont attend... important. Those eating at the table...night for dinner and talking to your parents about shit... important. Don't get me wrong theres 1 or 2 kids who make it out of the hood or the trailer park or the slums whatever u prefer... and they are called "new money" when they make it because they dont know much. They also struggle to stay in their position. Some new money cut off their families altogether (cough 50 cent) and become ultra millionaires because they have noone to worry about to bring them down.

When ur raised amounts structure(look at the asians perfect example) you're most likely to succeed if you follow directions correctly(unless ur a fuck up). If you're unfortunate then thats just something you're going to have to figure out like i do. I feel sorry for myself but. I'll get threw it... cuz im unblockable...

its a Shame

How niggaz think they test me i'm going to blogg they're asses. They get the complete fuckin opposite. The Delete button and the ignore. Nigga check this shit out. My name is SoSe i work with family. The Lions Den on second life. Rated Unblockable in Real life who are throwing showcases. I work with my brother who helps me mold my character into what she is. Me and SoSe are 2 diff people. I'm not and i dont stand for what the old sose usta stand for. With that all said I do not have time to sit on the computer blog, log and complain about people who do absolutely nothing with their own lives. I would be contributing to their bullshit and have myself drawn in like i need attention...

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oh theres more...

You can sit there and get on my nerves to piss me off for me to blog you. Its not going to work. I've encountered too many people trying to do so im used to it. I only blogg people who show some interest. Worth lol'n bout. Ya know??? People who are actually COOL thats the only way i'll blog u. If its nice and funny...

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Banned from SL

So you can get banned from SL for swearing in PG area's. Well thats logical because they don't swear in PG movies. Lol. Well lets just say as a blogger i feel like what was on this blogg a year ago about dissing other people and their persona's no matter what they did gets you nowhere. Yea people may read it and it may get popular but how much intellect does it really show? I've learned something. Dissing people because of the shit they do is not ok. Then again some people deserve it because they drag others into their own little bullshit. Don't get me wrong im not tryna sound soft and shit. Its just, i read a blog about SL and i think its pussy. PEOPLE KNOW who i am and what i blogg about. These pussies sit up and ruin peoples real lives but say nothing about who they are as a person. They dont even explain what kinda blogger they are. I mean they go as far as posting the dick and pussy pic's. I didn't find it funny. I found it to be lame as shit and scary. Probably what people thought of this blog. Scared and hiding behind a computer posting shit. I would say i would take them on but i rather not waste my time with little kid shit. When i can be making something of my website other than putting anonymous disses on here hoping for people to read it. ! day you're going to run out and then you're going to sit back and think about yourself as a person. I hope its not to late for you to realize how much pussy you are hidding behind that computer typing shit not humbling up and saying HEY! This is ME! One day you're brain is going to squeeze itself so tight the walls are going to close in on you and you're going to feel like the true lonely piece of shit that you truely are behind that computer and you're going to wonder why you're not doing shit in life because you're wasting your time bloggin and criticizing what other people fucking do when you can't even work on yourself. Then when its all said and done you're going to want to kill yourself. Well I'm not here to show you any pity. Humble the fuck up. I don't give a shit if you have a job, nice car and whatever else. There has to be something in your life that you do not like that you havta sit there and blogg about other fucking people when you dont know a god damn thing about them. YEA we have blogged like that but we grew up. You should too... The only difference is we gave warning that they will be on blast if they keep up their behavior. Now to other happier things I am comfertable with where i am. I'm no longer hangin on to people who have no push forward in life. If you dont wanna help me succeed then i dont need you. I'll do it myself. With that said im doing what ever it takes to make my website and rated unblockable become something everyone can relate to. Unblockables are in this world... its up to you to identify them and get passed them... :)

SoSe = out

The BrickSet

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Explains it all!!! so a kid named "J Gunz" sitting on playstation home. He ethuggin. He gangsta. with his

Lil fam and what not. Now u niggaz all kno how i feel about playstation home fams. I think its the lamest shit

on earth. Like muffuccaz can't go outside n get real friends. They gotta make lil fams. LOL

Sony eats that garbage shit up... and allows them to have "groups" chat rooms of 8. So they can

hear each other beat they sausages and allow their lil chicken head bird bitches to play with them

selves within them. Still, Home is not an interactive place so its a place for people with very low

intellect who have nothing to do but to text and talk about nothing... I mean sure the servers have

lil game rooms and what not but they suck donkey dick. Home itself needs a little more interaction

back to this lil eThug... and his lil booty pants (skinny jeans) lil fagg spent an hour talkin shit to J and his

people on home about he gonna kill him and blah blah blah... u weak... this and that...

see me in real life. I mean come on really? is it that serious to try to put fear in someone behind a

ps3? Do u must feel like a eWarrior? LOL

i Guess so!... easy access, thats what i call it. Any dude who claim they are a thug or a gangsta but

sporting skinny jeans of their ass needs to just apply for a gay porno flick. I mean seriously, you're advertising

your ass to other guys who like that shit. Whats the point of wearin TIGHT JEANS OFF OF UR WAIST!?

WHY OFF THE WAIST? if they are tight...it makes no sense to wear them off unless u want

some dude to be your booty warrior i dont see the point... they already tight, why not wear them properly

and doing some research on baggy jeans. Noone understood it but it made sense. The pants were LARGE

it made sense why they came down... skinny jeans do not...In Jail, dudes who took it in the butt advertised

by wearing their jeans half off the ass... virtually when i see it i think its even more hilarious. Not only

do u have low self esteem in real life by wearin them because ur obviously somebodies bitch...but virtually

ur also... some bodies bitch... now gunz, really. YOu sat there and talked that head then tried to get

childish kids to come my way with the dancing on someone avatar "hump" thing. It didnt work mijo.

matter fact i knew to leave the ps3 come back and still see u lamo's do it and thats exactly what happen

So historical. Change ya gang name to what i call niggas on SL... "the wutt wutt in the butt" crew... cuz

u niggaz is gay...

noone is afraid of text thugs.. or thugs who want u to "join their chat"

^ i live by this motto. When someone try me and get serious... i let them know this...

Wii has more game than u niggaz. I'ma have a talk with Marcus Psp so u clowns can "step ya game up"

SoSe is deuces...

What i don't blog about...

Ha! i dont blogg about me personally... my love life or who is in my life. So today, a past blog i wrote... about a certain person. Yea he upset me. He deleted me cause i wouldn't "pay him attention" like a chick would do i got fuckin pissed. Yes i acting the fuck out and started talking shit toward him. Now i said i wouldnt type out names anymore but for that i was wrong for it. What i dont blog about is the way i feel about people. Its because i dont like to feel. Feeling is for people who like to obtain a self worth. I dont need to feel worthy to anyone but me. I dont need to feel wanted, i dont want to feel wanted. I just wanna take my life and get on with enjoying it. Fuck love because its for people who cry. Crying is not fun. Love allows you to be controlled emotionally and helps you to be irrational with your decisions in life. Now in this case i dont love but... i do enjoy his company. He deleted me that 1st time that i blogged that. Because now he's just now reading it. He deleted me again. I don't even kno how i feel about it but like i said, I enjoy him around and i hope he can take it in and forgive me for it....

SoSe = out.

consiquences

What happens when you air niggaz out? Should i care? I mean people do try to attack you back, even put your personal business out there. They even go as low as talking to someone close to you and exposing your deepest darkest secrets. I usta do that, hell it was fun. When they did it to me and my family i felt rather sad for a minute but you kno what. I'm still here...

anyway... I try to explain to people my PS3 is artafacting for those of u who dont know what artifacting is... heres a video on youtube i found someone posted

thats the nail n the coffin for artifacting... but my ps3 is lightweight doing it...

my ps3 is more like doing this...

Thats what my ps3 does but not as often as this guys. I mean... people understand i do not like looking at that on my screen it annoys the hell out of me...

Why so Serious?

Do you think about me?

i dont give a shit if you do, I just asked... currently the instrumental running threw my ears.

So i have encountered fucking bird brain bitches who take sl or any avatar world so serious that they have to call you out behind your computer. Well, lets see there is a disclaimer on the front of my webpage that reads. "at the end of the day this is all not real" Yes so i do sit behind a computer and fuck with you. Cause i can do that. You can call it internet trolling if you want to but i call it more less like. You came to me and I retorted to beat you over the brain. Why should i care about your feelings... really? bitch dont like it sign off then or delete me.

These days i never have much to blog about because im not airing someone out anymore. I guess im more grown up for that now. I try to keep drama off here but so much shit makes me laugh. I mean i could at least try to do with without saying your name. But then my experience gets wrecked. I need to change something and change it soon. I'm tired of the same o'l...

check out this vid by rated u wrestling

2011

Its the Second day of the year and im kinda fuckin pissed off. They say SoSe and the SoSe Project are the 1s that bring drama. Well I'm the 1 thats running away and avoiding it. People acting like straight bitches.Mr (i aint gonna say your lame ass name) u little bitch, Yes you i called you the fuck out. Sick of your cry baby girly ass boy shit because i dont pay attention to you. Its not my fault and u were pre fucking warned threw December 19th and Jan 11th i will be busy doing what i have to do. Its still Jan and you're crying to me like a bitch about not being able to drop u a line. Papa... suck a fuckin donkey duck dick and hope back to cuba ya fuckin walkin double standard. To my x wifey... im not gonna say ya name but you're fuckin erkin me. I really dont wanna put out my business out there like that but the fact that you dont say what you want and then run away and whine about it is beyond me. I'm sick of this god damn drama i can't even enjoy fucking with people. Then again i dont wanna gain a reputation of fucking with people because i know some people read this shit...

I really dont have much to blogg except i meet CJ314 foreal and the proof is on the front page of the website.. i would repost it here but nahhhhhhhh..... Anyway so.... Rated U, Yes my family are making it big soon and i'm trying to go with them im brushin up my skills (well trying) i helped a little with my little wrestling show. But it was still 90% done by ice...

check out the lil intro show...

Now what can i vent about when it comes to this... Drama is nonsense. Why can't people just keep it loving... understand 1 another... stop thinkin about self and go with the flow? if you dont enjoy doing something with someone. Why do you stay and continue to hurt yourself and the other person by confusing the situation. You're obviously not happy. Its good to just get with someone who you have the same common interest with so then both parties can be comfortable.

SoSe 2011...

n00bville

Haha! well! I thought i seen it all, no i haven't... this dude named... (its doesn't matter) would hit me up constantly on a daily basis begging for my attention... begging to get with me... begging for sex etc. Even when my chick hit him up and told em I don't want him. He still did it but lol... then he sends me a tp to this club right... and i swear to you. This was the most n00biest shit I've ever seen in my life... the floor was missing cuz of the texture that was hosting the image was missing. Nigga had Pillsbury doe boy biscuit bottles as ... i dont know what... i mean damn. Everyone there was ghetto fabulous and it was a bunch of dry ass n00bs everywhere

This has got to be the most embarrassing shit I've ever witnessed. But hey its their world.... let them live in their not found world...

The 50 Yard line

You know.... My bloggs dont come as often as they should. Maybe because i stay out of peoples dumb ass bullshit. Like trolls. I dont feed them... whats a troll you ask? a Internet troll... whats and internet troll? Oh well sorry... A Internet troll is a person who signs online and talks a lot of shit just to amuse their self. They have no real reason or purpose of doing it. They nit pick at you and run their font or worse yet get infront of a camra and talk shit via voice chat knowing damn well they aint gonna do nothing from the other side of that computer or playstation or xbox or whatever. I just dont feed trolls. I dont fall for it i dont condone it i dont even acknowledge it. My 1st line of defense is shut the fuck up.... K? thanx

Like a certain situation with some white kid (not being racist im just stating that he's white) was going around putting emphasis on the words "black dude" or "black people" and wondered why people where getting upset. Yet at the same time people where feeding into it only feeding his entertainment and lasting longer than 4 hours to argue about barack obama and other political nonsense to entertain this fucking troll. You know what.... fuck a troll if you need to troll on the internet then i think their should be a website where the computer talks shit to you for hours untill the fuckin troll gives up. Its like sometimes these mother fuckers dont even say anything logical at all... they just rant and make my brain fart.... I actually feel bad for myself for listening to it... Oh yea! its that badddddddd... Like seriously Why are u wondering why people are getting upset when ur being lowkey racist??? Or should u expect that?? GAH! best part about it... he says he gets chicks in real life but sat for about an hour and a half to try to get with me... lol... fail, troll

Whats above? I've been adopted by the SFL team owner of the patriots :D So I'm showing my spirits to their team.

Meet me on the 50 yard line if u got beef :D

I have a little rant, CJ314's video... The redone version didnt get credit that it should have gotten. Fact is, Cj recorded himself on a Cell phone and icey took 5 scenes and created a music video with just 5 cell phone clips... which in my book is amazing.... I'm going to repost it and hope that anyone who reads this enjoys it....

Most Ghetto Virtual wedding OF ALL TIME (Kenya voice)

So!! I told people i was going to blogg this. Well here it goes... 1st i would like to say Treyah... I love you... and i wont say anything in this blogg that will harm you... how ever this will get hilarious..

Upon arrival I can't lie (im 50 tyson) They had the set up so beautiful (cough that was gay sose) They told us to set surroundings to midnight... So when i did u notice they were gettin married under the stars and moon. Beautiful right? Not tell Anthuny ran his font... in front of everyone. I seen fam... love u all... to, fefe, to missy, ele, brissy, jah, etc etc... all there. But ant was goin ham. You right even on this nigga wedding day he gives a fuck less and less fuck. Nigga was tellin the brides maids to hurry the fuck up..., talkin about he gonna juggle balls n shit waiting. Had me laughin my ass off. I couldn't help but make small comments while he was standing there waiting for treyah to come down the isle... This was my all time moment... I'm never going to let this go...this nigga ant said and i quote while Luther Vandross was playing "man luther make a thug cry" aaaahahhahahahahahahahahaha ANT WAS CRYING!!!

ok i got a couple questions...

1. What wedding reception plays... hip hop instrumentals while brides maids are walkin down the isle?? better yet when the bride is??

2. What groom wont shut the fuc up? (ant)

3. Why they let a forever pregnant bitch be a brides made??? does the baby count as an extra brides maid?

4. Think u where short 1 man of the wedding... there was a best man... ur father and some other guy... and 4 brides maids...

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Why this nigga ant say brb while saying his vows... this nigga ghetto... smh lol...

The Reception...

Now i have least to say about it cause it consisted of just me dia and ant running our mouths back and forth all night. treyah u aint throw no bouquet... so i guesss non of u bitches gettin married... ant didnt take no wedding garter of her leg... nothing.. just shit talking and ranting... ghetto ass PEOPLE! lol not to mention how u gonna get on hotsie for dancin wit treyah's dad??? laughin sayin let her have her moment.. niggaz outtie be ashamed of urselves... mayne i seen a worse wedding on playstation home tho...so dont feel bad...

They let the animals out this cage on this wedding day!!! w00t! i had fun :D

I love you treyah and ant... and no u wont catch me getting married in a virtual world! SoSe is gh00000000000000sT

Lost blogs

Look at this shit... I've lost sole interest in posting shit. Would u like to kno why? im losing interest in life. Call me fucking emo.. i don't care. Fuck your life... I post less and less i was the worst candidate to take on the sose legacy. I know this is not that old but still. The old shit was rather hilarious. I just never found the heart to take a shit on someone... however... i've met a couple dick beaters on second life.. (coughcartercough) (coughacecough) but i didn't post them because 1 of them whined about it.

I love this pic it says me on it... its who i am now... is that sose? yes that is i...

i just wanted to share that... i like the artist who did it. He's a real nice person :) anyway... i need to find the will to get to my evil shit again...speakin of evil shit. I aint seen j or talked to j in a fuckin min...oh well fuck it.

I need to rant. Ok i have a question? If you live with your significant other... what would poses you to want to stay online allday or even worse, play with yourself with other people online?? ok i have an answer for 1, Maybe they are miserable and can't get out of their so called love situation. Only stayin to live there or afraid of transition. Maybe their a piece of shit with no morals and like to cheat or talk to others online... If you claim ur happy why ignore ur other ?

Why lie...? keep it real say u doin it cause u dont like their ass. if u continuously try to work it out then dont lie to urself...

Why do black people get serious on sl??? i met 2 fucks on there tryna seriously mack some chicks and gettin upset because i was speaking reality to them. Told them... "hey ur never going to meet her in real life, ur only gonna play with urself in front of that computer... u mite as well cut it out" they got upset... why get upset? its true.... unless u plan on buyin a plan ticket to got get in that ass... more power too you... but dont get mad at me Dick beater.. its not a good look. Im sorry to single "black people" out but its because other races keep it fantasy while black people seriously sit and argue over the mic about prim dicks and shit. Specially the females... and ive noticed that on SL. The ratio of chicks on sl is 10 to 1... its more pussy on sl than it is niggaz... and the bitches bring more drama than anything... so let me get this straight... Playstation home has perverts... and SL has drama filled bitches... then how come the home pervs wont go to sl?? i rather chill wit the people who keep it fantasy. I dont wanna share my real life...

koombya azz niggaz behind campfires n shit sharing house stories... fuckin losers...

Soo i called mario galaxy 2 as gettin game of the year and it didnt even get nominated. Fuck spike tv... and their bullshit awards... I've been playin DC universe yes! DC universe! for the Playstation 3 and the PC. I'm bored with it. there is no fucking way they will get anyone to play 15 dollars for the same they better lower the god damn price... this is how the game is... kill 15 of these.. collect 20 of these... transform 10 of these... destroy 20 of those... do that 3 times... then boss fight.. over and over and over... Sigh. I'm a villain the only satisfaction we gain is killin human player superhero's "SUPERHERO! GET THAT NIGGA!"

PlayStation Home

What can i say about this place... do i miss it? NO! lol, i will only come back to kick it wit J. Thats pretty much it. I like that I no longer have to talk in public. I don't like that people can pm me. Now people are thirsty for mics sense sony added it. Oh and for the record. I would like to give a warm fuck you to a certain sony employee for help banning some of my people and adding a MAJOR decline of interest of what we do on home. Also would like to add that i want compensation for sony watching my old videos and taking notes. Adding the feature to now report people and send the messages directly to sony... Now with that said. PSN is free. However if you put money on your account and think you're a badass and talk some shit to someone... SONY WILL BAN UR ASS! thats just me warning you...if you want to talk some shit to people... make an account you don't care about. Cause the accounts you do care about... even if you are playstation plus... If you do not follow their terms of service they will... i repeat...will! pull the plug on your account. Sort of the reasons why i will not run my font on home. I've been suspended 3 times. 1 more time and my account is gone. I refuse to let that happen. You don't even havta do anything. You can make like 10 people mad and they report you all at once... bam account is GONE!... thats what happen to CJ's account.

Bragging Rights...

Braggin' whats is bragging. Showing off something that you have. In any case please actually have what you're bragging about. Ok i've had my share of computer nerds who tend to come to my site and tell me about how free my site is. Well guess what, Its free for a reason. I will not pay for a website that doesn't make me any money. People who like to web surf and come here. They enjoy it, if they aint bitchin about it being free then why are u???

Now lets get back to the situation at hand. Bragging... Why do some people brag about shit they do or have but seem to always be logged into a messenger or some sort of online social loop. C'mon sose you and i need to think logic here for these peoples... ok?...ok... lets think about it sha'll we.... sure. ( lol i like talkin to myself sometimes)

Now...If you have servers. Know how to code, know how to create chat rooms over the internet and run scripts. Etc... Then why must you sit on the computer everyday? Can't you utilize ur skills and make something of them? I'm sure you can... and if you're established ya know... sitting online all day and making money. Then wait, why are u online if you're making money from creating codes. I mean dont get me wrong u gotta be online to sell ur product. But what are u doin every night on a social network, a ps3, or any vitural world bragging about how much u got???? like shouldn't u be in the club, the REAL club, not the virtual club. In that bitch bouncin like Kevin Hart? ( uh uh, gettin money, uh uh gettin money) ohhhhhhhh i got it, ur 1 of those ug mug... hutt hutt in the butt ass niggas that gets no chicks. Something like that nerd in the Mariah touch my body video... its etheir that or ur lying all together?... why front on ur bragging rights? How about earn ur bragging rights.... So when you do bragg you have something to back it up with. Otherwise, don't come at me with bullshit...

Oh and another thing... Second life... its not sexy when ur married on sl and flirtin wit other bitches n the club trying to floss what prims u have... anyone can make a boat or buy 1....if u ballin on sl... u own land and rent it out to other people who think they ballin but rent ur shit out....

Pain

This is inner pain... what is pain? Its a deep dark feeling noone can describe. Its causes grief. It causes discomfort. Its like life is so empty, you feel alone. Noone is there for you but its not the proper feeling because everyone is there for you. you seem to close who your real friends are and shut your self out of every social loop. You feel alone but you're honestly not alone. Then what is your complex? whats your issue? you have no answer or no idea, Wtf is going on... People ask and you just shut them out. Pain is a horrible feeling noone should endure. Pain is my worst enemy and i cannot get passed it. How long have i been under this rock? I've lost track of time. I cannot find myself to vent to anyone with people bitching. I cannot talk about anything or anyone because my opinion is of a realist. I think different than people. For instance, people who have true feelings will act out on things before they do it. I can't find myself to enjoy anything in life. I have everything possible. Nice cloths... car... places-es to go, roof over my head. Food.. plenty to eat... video games, Music, movies you name it i pretty much have it. Yet i feel so empty. I havent been myself in months.... whats wrong with me? Am i losing the will to live?? I think that conclusion will come soon when I'm found dead. I pray to god that doesn't happen but i hope for the best to get threw this...

Perme Ban

So, After month and months of hiatus and stayin away from home. Well my prim's cam true. I knew we where a target of Sony. They banned CJ's account for good because he was reported over a few times....when we set up a lil staged story. Thats lame as fuc! Its ok... im not going to get banned again cause im officially staying off home to mess with people. I'm on home to play video games...

I love games and im going to continue to only play games. I'm drifting off into the gamer reviewing more than dissing someone on here. I find dissing people to be fun at times untill they get butt hurt and take it serious.

well...


I hav enothing to blogg about sept. I have access to DC Universe online Beta. Icey will be giving reviews on it soon. Look for it...

Super Mario...

Last blog i was asking, looking for what game will take game over the year... yea well i forgot about Super Mario Galaxy 2. One of the games that shocked me. It received a 10 out of 10... Not many games get a perfect score. Last game that received a perfect score like that was GTA4 and that game ended up being gamer of the year 2008. I think mario is going to take it for the final year in this decade. Thats saying a lot for a Nintendo Wii game thats not even next gen graphics. Lets you know that graphics don't always make a great game....

So... I have been ignoring playstation home and playstation all together. However the guy who added me had sent me a message that started "Hi sose i hope your day is going as good as you look."

My response was = "ROFL" word of advice guys... I don't like compliments. They to me seem as another way of trying to get closer to me. I'm never going to get flattered off of them. Please don't feed me corny ass lines. I'm not a bird, so I'm never going to eat the seeds you try to give me. You're better off planting them...

Short blogg? eh but thats just what i have to say for now... now off too life... see ya'

PS: I'll be on PlayStation hopefully this week