Okay, so yeah BLOG Number two. Just curious is there anyone out there who wanted to just choke the shit out of someone on PSH? I know I did last night. I was relaxing in the Hub by myself just minding my own business, and three things approached me. I don't remember the name of all of them , but just the one of them.. His name was AvengerTheBlader. He approached me and said. "Hey you Asian Nigga?" I was kinda pissed off from the moment he asked that.  Why the fuck would it matter, if I'm Asian or Black? I guess he wanted to know how big my dick was or something, but I asked him why would it matter? In return he said. "I asked you a question, nigga" I don't get why the hell it matters what race you are on PSH or in reality. He kinda pissed me off, as it's very improper to come up to someone and ask anyone that. But to all. Just relax and learn to deal with people online, because you can't beat the hell out of someone who is a million miles away. People will always talk shit or act hardcore over a keyboard. Anyway going to go watch Sherlock Holmes.

So a new voice has been heard

Wow. The blog below was a little Interesting, In fact he pretty much described what the fuck I do. Allure... However My intentions are trolling the person coming to me with whatever conversation they bring to me. Lol I like how He kinda mad me think about it as if I do something wrong. Yes I dress a lil sexy. A lot actually and I like to attract some noobs, losers... and whatever. In the back of my mind I really are looking for a guy or girl who can hold a conversation about video games. After all at the end of the day I'm a gamer. If you can get passed all the sextactacular pixels (New WORD! Thats Unblockable!) Then You can be a good friend with me. I Like to just chill on home and dress nice sometimes. But must of the time I'm doing what I stated above. Ready to turn down the next guy trying to "mack me" or tell me my pixels are sexy. HAHA!

Which leads to the Questions...

Since I've already been down these scenario's that the below poster brought up should i continue? I mean it feels rather old school. Then Tack it on to a blog about an actual person. Like the Other day... I came online to see a friend. Stupid me i didnt grab my phone or the HDPVR to record. (Bare with me with this story lol its very Unblockable). There was 2 Guys... 2 different outcomes... Same conclusions. 1st guy was some... I actually do not know what race he was but he came up to me and SashaDemagio... one of my besties. He flat out said "BJ please?" so yes... i did what I usually do. I spazed on his ass and told him about himself. 1 of my male friends let him know also. Then he started gettin racist with my male homie using Black racist jokes againts him... Rather hilarious.. didn't get the PSN, i Should of because it was blog able... soon after the racist shit started flying cuz u know i had to throw some of my arabian 7 11 carpet riding jokes at his ass... some other guy came up with that OLD ass 80s smedium bboy jacket when home 1st came out back in 2008... lol. He said "hi you ladies looking good how ya'll doing" my retort = "oh we chillan but ur jacket looks like its choking ur ass". From there he started acting like a bitch calling me out of my name as such. LOl seriously? Whats wrong wit people on home? can they just not be serious and Joke back... he got reall UPSET and this allow the racist guy in the same instance to jump back into the fight. OK... lets not worry about the scenarios anymore. Lets look at the crims... 1st guy .... YOU CAME UP ASKING FOR A BLOW JOB... YOU WERE FOUL 1st!... NO REASON to get upset and be RACIST cause a male friend is taking up for his 2 female friends. You where disrespectful 1st...... 2nd guy... Sir... I was only kidding. I could be a Hypocrite here and say i was in the wrong like the 1st guy but lets be serious. All i said was ur jacket was choking you and now im some boo boo head fat bitch who stays on home all day all because i said ur jacket was tight.... At the end of the day... Both guys where a little to over board with being butt-hurt. ... got an issue?? heres a tissue...

Go go Gadget SoSe!! and I'm OUT!

Hello everyone! Thanks for taking a little bit of time to read my very first blog. I've never done this before, and I'm far from an expert. Anyway, I wanted to discuss the way males and females approach each other on PSH. It's very odd in my opinion I guess as to how we speak to one another. As a male you log into PSH and NO ONE talks to you. When it comes to starting a conversation or even speaking to other males and you're a male sometimes for a few people it could feel a bit awkward or a bit uncomfortable. When it shouldn't matter at all. It's like the feel, if they try to talk to another male avatar on PSH it's gay. Or they think it's kind of odd like why are you speaking to me instead of a girl? That's kind of how PSH makes some people feel. Girls have it a bit different they can go up to another girl and be like "Hi, I like the avatar" and innate a conversation with someone of the same gender. The part that makes it a bit bothersome is how some of the guys approach the girl, and how some of the girls react to the girls.

Some approach with a simple "Hi. How are you?"  Others will say "Hi, baby how old are you?" or ect. While the women will sometimes either ignore and move their avatar away from the guy in the INFAMOUS outfit, but nope he doesn't give up. You're a female and your avatar is cute, or alluring in someways he's stalking your ass. You move away he follows you as if you were prey, and he's hunting you. That's the type of shit that makes it bothersome for girls on PSH at times. There is also a reverse side, you have the bitches who will come into a sever/channel or whatever and strike a got damn model pose. So, everyone or at least enough for people to notice her. What happens? Lot's of males move towards her and surrounded her as if she was a goddess. Knowing damn well it's just some ugly bitch in real life, but right now they are focused all on her.  The way a person act, or dresses on PSH may or may not be who they truely are, but if you know what you're doing or how you're acting don't be fucking suprised by the response. You know you're going to be hounded by guys when you come in don't act like you didn't know by how you dressed your avatar. Guys same thing. You know you're not getting anything by being a bitch and private messaging the girl saying you want to trade pictures or saying some dumb ass shit like "Will you marry me?"

PSH is supposed to be what? A social network where people can hang out, meet people, talk about games and ect, but now every little space I go I see the same hoe ass person dropping the same shit as the previous. You stand there and wait for conversation instead of going to make one, because you're afraid of rejection or worried about how they will accept you. Does it really matter? Can you honestly say you really want to be accepted by people on PSH? Quite possibly hell yeah, because you got on there in the first damn place to what? Make friends, to chat to get to know people. But the fact is even depending on how you approach the person, the group, the clique or whatever. This is the internet there are some assholes all around. You can be nice all day, and still be rejected. There are a few people who are tolerant, there are some who actually care about how you feel or will take a moment to say high back or whatever, but when you turn off your PS3, and you wake up the next day. Will it even matter? I myself have met some bomb ass people on PSH, and my friends list is nearly full (Wish Sony would allow more friends) and out of everyone that's on that friends list there aren't a shit load of people I would consider a PSN buddy or even a real friend, if you need one. But, hey don't worry about it just keep going, and maybe you'll find some real cool girl or the funniest guy on PSN.  Enjoy it, and take life one day at a time.

This has got to prestige again

So,


So....



So!!!


I haven't FUCKING BLOGGED! Well why the FUCK not SoSe??? Well, Well?  I can't really give you a solid answer besides the fact that I'm trying to stray away from the bullshit bloggs and shit people do now. Not into puttin all people personal business out there like that like some people think it's necessary to do.
I could as a Question tho...? How do u people feel about x7? Why do people go there to troll Noobs and people who can't get in? Why do you feel special because you spent 15 dollars on a piece of mansion or a virtual suit? NEWS FLASH.... IF PSN were to go down (like it did) U wouldnt be able to access ur SHIT!? so why do u feel special? Well some of you know this but I just dont understand what makes people feel so elite about x7? I been, Wow u can controll what music you want to play in the club (something that should of been done in the 1st place!!) big whoop... You can waste more money on stuff that isn't out to the general public so you can feel cooler than everyone else... you know what? Lol fuck this rant . X7 is not relevant. Its another way for people to hook up on playstation home. Ohhh and on my playlist did u hear the song "Lets hook up" lol... Sony got it made for online dating but still no touching? Redundant.

If I had a certain person to blogg I would go ahead and make it. Matter fact I may have a lil second life coversation that mite be a lil relevant to this blog... hold on. Between my self and my SL mom...


[02:38] Astrius Jinx lol nice title
[02:38] soseductive leissa u can see it while im ghost?
[02:38] Astrius Jinx yeah
[02:39] Astrius Jinx says I'm Princess Sose Damnit
[02:39] soseductive leissa the neighboor
[02:39] soseductive leissa tried to smash
[02:39] soseductive leissa #HAHA!
[02:39] soseductive leissa then grandma
[02:39] Astrius Jinx lol
[02:39] soseductive leissa gave me a condom
[02:39] soseductive leissa i didnt go threw wit it
[02:39] Astrius Jinx smdh
[02:39] soseductive leissa pfft
[02:39] Astrius Jinx what's his name
[02:39] Astrius Jinx (Censored by Soap)
[02:40] soseductive leissa yes (Censored by Soap and pipa)
[02:40] soseductive leissa haha!
[02:40] Astrius Jinx going to shoot his dick off
[02:47] Astrius Jinx wyd
[02:50] soseductive leissa why
[02:50] soseductive leissa ?
[02:50] soseductive leissa and im bloggin
[02:50] soseductive leissa i changed my site
[02:50] Astrius Jinx damn can't ask a question
[02:50] soseductive leissa no u said
[02:50] soseductive leissa ur going to shoot his dick off
[02:50] soseductive leissa i asked why to that
[02:51] soseductive leissa then answered what i was doing
[02:51] Astrius Jinx oh
[02:51] Astrius Jinx you should have answered sooner lol
[02:51] Astrius Jinx cause he trying to bone my princess
[02:53] soseductive leissa lol
[02:53] soseductive leissa yea he wants it
[02:53] soseductive leissa bad
[02:53] soseductive leissa gave me a whole life story
[02:53] soseductive leissa n shit
[02:53] Astrius Jinx lol
[02:53] soseductive leissa showed me his rl dick
[02:53] soseductive leissa and all

The dude we are Refering to... is some 50 year old man who lives on Sl next door to my grandmother on SL. I met him and he was starin at my pixel tits hard. He flirted i flirted then he froze up and got to telling me about this girl he's going to marry in rl from the UK while he's in america... She's about 35 while he's n his 50's. Wowsers... The internet at its BEST people... secondlife... playstation home.... internet dating is amazing... HAHA!

Would you take your internet dating very serious?? or have u already have? Think about it...

Take Care, Spike YOUR HAIR! WOO WOO WOO.... U know it was SoSe... Thanx Zack!!

Credible

    So you want to ask me about my credibility. Let me elaborate a little more. Some people think i make shit up for attention. Others even think that I say or do shit for attention. Well, I really don't want to sit here and explain myself but i will make some statements i suppose. 1st of all, this is a hobby for me and some of my friends and other people enjoy what my friends and I do. So we do it to entertain. Second... the people i expose just deserve it. I really dont say this guy is a perv unless you see pictures of his or her text. You can see it for your self. They said it and i did nothing to make them say those types of things to me. So if you want to question me about posting someone as a lame. You can clearly see it for you self. Theirs evidence of them doing it. Pictures and video do not lie, I do not not Modify any of it. Plenty of other touchy subjects U would like to touch but I can't think of many as of right now besides quit questioning me. I rant, theres a difference between ranting on someone and just putting them on expose. If i expose someone I will back it with evidence.

as I was typing this i got this message...

 

    

This type of stuff happens to me all the time and you people question my motives got me fucked up. I am Just a female who likes to play her ps3, Sometimes i sign on home to relax but then i find shit funny that happens around me so i blog it. Only to Share my experience with you. I don't go lookin for trouble and im tired of saying that over and over. have a nice day

Its the return of Sos.... THE DICK BEATERS STILL EXIST!?

Dick beaters are always on Home... LOL. So today i get my crack at the new slim ps3 for a while. Sign on home... and the funniest thing happened. Some N00b walks up saying "can i ask u a question" in pms. I told him to say it in public. He couldnt do it.. I thought it would be a civil conversation but oooo no... LOL This thirst bucket dick beatin bitch went straight for it with "Do you 'squrt'" then  "how many fingers can you put in your pussy"

 Trying
Not to capture everyone else text cause it mite be spreadin others business... u can see his psn is "Gautim911" askin me what I'm wearing...

As I ignore this fuckhead he proceeds to say "answer my questions and i'll pay you 20$ in PSN" which he made a typo "PSM"

 I ask Why the fuck would anyone pay me to answer their damn nasty fucking questions... so i tried but...

 I couldn't stop being sarcastic. Even when he asked how many fingers can i fit in my pussy. I told him "Only the middle finger that is pointed at your face flippin u off"

 As time progressed I just couldn't do it and Then told him i didnt give a shit about him payin me and i didnt believe he would anyway. So this Mother fucker  told me he would after he "8===D~~" which had me fucking Dying at that instant.I Laughed my ass off and told him dick beaters on playstation are fucking losers... LOL

^ U a sad dick beater Gautim911... and you just got SoSe'd Bitch...

Please for the love of god havent you fucks learned? I will CATCH you and expose yo lame ass....

GAUTIM99 = Pervert. SLASH DICK BEATER! HE probably will pay you ladies...


SoSe = OutSkie! w00tSie!

Tranny Hackers

Beware. I don't know if this is a dude, man, female, bitch, slut, hoe, Hoski, Tranny, if it has a dick if it has a pussy or whatever. However stay out of voice chats with this person. They like to DDoS PS3's and freeze them. No I'm not a victom... im just puttin this slutbag on blast. Busted HO!

Hoochie_Mama_

The Acronym"TY" Thank YOU! Very Much, STUPID!

It has changed alright, These days I sit around in this hot heat i have nothing better to do than to get upset. So i started trolling this dude on PS3. Check this shit out... LOL the weak minded bitch that he's with decides she wants to step in and send me stupid ass messages on hi behalf. She thinking im playing but i not. I really fucking hate this dude. Well she did do what i wanted her to do and that was delete me. I glad because i hate weak ass, Weak Minded bitches with no fucking brain. BITCH, He's clearly a fucking asshole... he clearly tries to talk to other women all the fucking time. He's done it to me and stoped when i snitched on his ass so thats how i know he's still doing it. He comes off like he's single but he really ain't. Then he shows up to you while u sittin there lonely and crying on a daily basis to give you a half assed "i love you" yea this is why im doing it. Because i hate Niggaz who think they got game or they slick when in actuality they are just a bitch a nigga. Sorry for my punctuation but im Just typing 20 miles per hour. You're a Stupid bitch. Who am i talkin about? Figure it out...

Fact, He's on other games You're on home

Fact, No matter what he does or says you're going to believe his half ass excuses about him loving you.

Fact,  That nigga WEAK and even his close homie said he a thirsty ass nigga

Fact, He talks to every Female he feels in available to him on playstation claimin he just wanna be friends. Bullshit nigga..

Fact... im getting a new PS3...

False Love... Its the internet, You guys never touched each other... there for your love isnt REAL.


I've aired out my Daily... tune in next time when I'll actually blog someone and actually exposing their identity... till then. Fuck That nigga!  - SoSe Out TheGame144!!

The weather Changed

Its extremely HOT. You know when that happens i usually get filled with uncontrollable rage. Thats the time of the year where it happens. The blogs are going to get hot cause im gettin pissed...

I don't have much evidence but I cannot put this guy on the list but i can tell you shit from what I know...I have a best friend on PSN who i talk to from time to time. Her PSN is something like "goldenoreos" i wont give u the rest of it because she likes her privacy.  Moving on... She has this nerdy virgin type best male friend named liberator. We call him libby for short. Again i wont reveal PSN's   

Heres the drama. Theres a fucking third wing thats in love with Oreo's. He makes up shit about her so guys can stay un interested in her on home? I don't know why it even matters because she's not in the US and um He really wants to travel outside of his playstation to be with her. Call him obsessed

Deathineternaty... I thought you where cool, but for some reason u told me some unnessessary shit about Oreo's that got me ignored and deleted by her. 1st Idon't know why she would even by mad by ur lightweight bullshit but really tellin people false information about her and stalking her is really fucking weird. Let me find out more shit that u've said. And PLUS... telling her i spyed on her for you? Really???

U're just pending on a full exposure bitch... if i where u i would stay in the fucking shadows....

Bitch boy!!!! Stalker in the making

It’s time for me to come on the scene and tell y’all about this boy who goes by soap-1308. He is a member of the “PS Home fam” URN.

Well I met him through a friend of mine he was trying to get with. When she went MIA for a few weeks this guy was trying to get with another friend of mine. Mind you his uses the same lame lines with each female avatar he encounters. He is looking for him a Home girlfriend. He will follow you around home all the time. I mean this guy will smother you. So, my experience with his smothering started last month. when I say smothering this boy would come around me if I don’t respond the first time he says “Marn” he will repeat it over and over until I say “what” he would just say something lame after. It's like really dude "WHAT THE FUCK" do you want.  This guy here started coming around me every day and would stay near me. If I left the area he would follow. If I went to a personal space this boy would spam me with invites to come there. So I got annoyed with this boy and I deleted him from my list he came to a friend of mine while we was hanging at the new Adventure area glitching on the bar and he begged me for about 45 minutes  to add him back. And I wasn’t going to do that I had had enough of this little boy.

Well my friend came back and he started trying to talk to her again. Told her he was playing with me. And that he had been waiting for her to get back. She turned him down but he is still on her and another friend's  list so he came to my friend one day at the playground he seen me there and he came to stand next to me. A couple of friends of mine from the project went to this kid and let him know to leave me alone I'm not interested in him. So he sends two members of his fam to try and troll me they failed terribly at their attempt. I get on home to get away from reality and enjoy talking to my friends. Not to be chased around by some kid telling them over and over that he likes me them and begging to be on my list.  And i definetly dnt want some dude that can't stand up for himself. Has to hide behind his fam and let them stick up for him. Dude get a fucking clue.

- Marn

Don't need to Expose UMTO

Prior to us even comming back to blogging. This video was shown to us.



Probably the reason to step back on the yard. Let me give my opinion. For ANYONE to throw up UMTO in any form or fashion is deliberately condoning the likes of a registered sex offender. Not only that you're following a 42 year old male who's life has nothing else going for him. His life is set. Playstation home is all he will ever conquer. I didn't even have to expose someone who's already exposed but I am giving my opinion of the matter. Fact is, for you to stand next to a guy like this makes you automatically a loser. I could understand if he was trying to make something of his mistakes and actually do a positive thing on playstation. But he's not, he has his own fam and he disrupting home with his nonsense and bullshit on playstation cams and mics as well as text abuse. Fact... if You are UMTO = you're a loser...and a lot more shit i would like to put on it but its all i can say... I don't think that dude will ever try something positive in life. He's 40+

So... 1 by 1 UMTO members are getting exposed.

UnblockaSoS... out

I'm back! its the Original gzero is back n the building. We got a new Team... and i started a show on home called "The Noob vs the Vet" where we put these guys in a group and point them out a female to talk to. We comentate the whole action involved and their goal is to try to get the girl intrigued in less than 30 mins Intrigued enough to add them as a friend on playstation. A Noob is a contestant he dresses in new style clothing and try his luck. A Veteran is a person who has an established avatar he also tries his luck. We record and watch the outcome! FUN!!


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 On To UMTO.... This is your Warning.... so, These two bitches got mad cause i made a small joke about what she had on. The bitch started runnin her mouth talkin about mic up. So i invited her cause it was a few Rated U niggas in my party waiting to laugh at these sluts. They go "nah join my group" im like iight... but i never got an invite. Then After that this bitch throws up UMTO at me. Yo, This is to UMTO... you can all suck my dick and eat the bottom crust of SoSe's Pussy yo... We are the innovators of exposin psHome... we leave and then u nig's act like ur the shit like this was transitions from Saints row 1... to saints row 2.... new "peeps" show up on home and think they got it on lock. Nuh uh. Back to the situation at hand. These birds went to caw-caw on the corner waitin for their next clients and you know me. I had to shoot jokes. Funny why do little kids on home worry about the fashion and the playstation home stuff. I refuse to buy the new shit. Its all skinny jeans im a grown ass man... i am not puttin nutt huggers on n real life or on playstation home. I got my resident evil shirt on and im ready to represent that im a gamer... UMTO chicks, Dudes who ever... ya'll need a reality check.... PLAYSTATION HOME AINT REAL! STUPID



 The 2 birds:
 Ciara_Twin_1
 xXMyra718Xx



 BTW Face i know you are a Registered sex offender in Los Angeles California. For your own sake get off playstation preying off little boys and girls. Thank you... -gzero get the Footage ice!

Just go with it!! damnit!!

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


I renigg on what i said last blog. Said someone was going to follow up after me. I waited...and waited, and waited, FUCK IT!

I'm blogging....

Where do i begin? 1st of all I'm not doing second life anymore. Fuck that place. It's drama infested by old people and really on secondlife you havta verify your age. Obviously those people want to be old and drama-fied with their "family" anyway so let them do it. PlayStation home, I have returned officially... I don't know if i blogged this before but I'm going to Jot it down anyway so you're ready...??? Like to Read it!? Here it goes...

Upon my return i already knew home has changed. I was secretly invited to the beta last year... Don't ask me why i thought locust star hated us but we get in anyway. They Got rid of "central plaza" and invented "The Hub". So since 2011 from last summer....

 CP has been dead. No more bench walking... booooooo howeverrrrrr sony think they fucking slick brining back a snowed version of CP back called "yettis vs hunters" stupidddd... but its not the CP like we like it so fuck that space. Off the top of the head Home hasn't changed from when i blogged about "fams" Fams are infested on home which almost caused Predators and lameshits to go "Low-ki" people are afraid or just to stupid (they dont kno how to hit triangle to type) to type in public so they send Private messages. For those who actually game and come on home. I feel deeply for you guys, Your friends who involve themselves around fams... Lol... Fams walk around throwing up gang signs via Text is so fucking retarded. Like who really sits and creates special characters to bang on playstation home?? Lol. As far as these predators go... I don't really see them as often as I don't be looking for them. My stupid ass goes to a few spaces that seem relevant to the casual person who wants to atleast just get away from reality and thats non game-related spaces such as Playground. Playground is a New York Themed space infested with dumbass people who want to be Hip or hip hoppish...AKA dumb ass fams... so yea sex dudes wont show up there because they will get their ego fucked in its ass by some "gangsta-like" slut avatar bitch with a Stick up her ass because behind that playstation is a trifling slut...So thats 1 way to Escape a sexual predator on HOME! LOL go to playground! IRONY BITCHES!

The Godfather space.... I refuse to go here because its another spot for fams... but its way worse
The Southern Island Hideaway... I've been... a few times and omg... This is where playstation home users get married... MARRIED!...Sose?? did u say married!? YES I SAID MARRIED!!!!!!!! as far as any other spaces i havent been in a LONGGGG time. Even the mall has changed into 2 stories, You may find some n00bs there trying to ask you for pics and what not. Even tho I've seen this chick named "child of god" She will add u, Send u a pic... say its her untill you ask to get on cam then she will not respond and delete you. Bitch you're WEIRD!!

Hmmm i got an idea off of this blog Maybe i should review the content of each space since i don't really explore playstation home Anymore. Looking around to the spaces I go to....Like i said. They are infested with playstation home "fams" which are gangs ran by ether some old dude or some little kid with no life. Even the bowling alley has them now. I just opened up mad doors for myself... (SoSe has Unlocked a Trophy - Lets get Ready to Fuck up PlayStation home again!). As a sit and look at my wall of text tho. I really don't think i got my point across sept for the fact that i don't see predators as much because of "fams" I had 1 instance where a guy was chased around the Space for sending me PM's by some cool cats in a fam...if i remembered their names i'd give them shout outs! Regardless I'm not really looking to "Catch a Predator" on playstation home anymore and it was never My idea to do so. Always my idea to log what i experience, who i come around and why people do weird shit. If you're a young female dumb enough to go in a chat room with a man with noob avatar cloths and all he says is "hey sweetie i have a cam want to chat?" Then you deserve to see what his Perverted ass intended to show you. You already knew what he wanted before you went in there...NO IM just kidding! lol if that happens... Give me a ring i'll take care of em. Record em and put em on blast for you. Untill then. Use ur block and ignore features. I don't know why Sony... gave Groups and Private messaging on Home... Gave another reason for old men to try to moan to you on the mic Like ooder usta do "ooooh nicole!!" - Fail!

-Peace out SoSe Raccs on Raccs on Raccs! OUT!

"Are You Gay?" Maybe? Maybe not... Ether way I'm back to Shit on you.

You think you know me. No matter who you think I am. Want to think I am. Assume who i am. I doesn't fucking matter. I am here! I am back here to do what I usta do best. That is take back what I created on playstation home. 2 years ago the Police was called on me because of some things that someone said to sony on a video. Sony employee's felt threatened so they took legal action. I was forced to shut down. I was Gagged. I tried to keep doing what I was doing with a little Watered down Version but it didn't work. Now i see what I Used to DO on worldstarhiphop.com? are you fucking serious!??



^ i started that Shit...

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Thats Classic SoSe. But on to the REBOOT SoSe. I'm here today to blog about 2 things. Someone i want to expose cause i think its hilarious. 2... a newcomer looking to take back home like I am.

Marni....

Again does it fucking Matter who she is?? eat a Dick... side by side untill we get more folks we will be kicking home's Ass ONCE AGAIN like I usta.


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Are you Gay?

The Situation:
Well I was sitting at the pier when crimms told me to look up. Saw a girl avatar saying he was a dude and wanted to teach guys a lesson. Or womanizers a lesson. HA!! So we watched. He danced and danced and pranced around like a lil bitch in his lemon bikini bottom and Egyptian top right? No harm no foul. Lots of people bait other people with female avatars. Ohhhhh no Not this guy... for some reason he goes.   "Wanna Date?" to the noob guys he's dancing with. Then because myself and crimmy says something about he's baint people the wrong way. The lil turd burger gets upset changes back to his guy avatar...and Goes ballistic on us like we committed a crime. Really you little fucker? You're mad at us for saying what you said in the 1st place? You said "im a guy im teaching guys a lesson" in front of everyone and got upset with us because we repeated it in front of the same people like they didnt see the shit the 1st time...

Aftermath:

After he changed he sat there for a good 40 minutes... to claim we ruined it and that we are dumb people. We needed to go away. We're homo-phobes, he would never be our friends, He would never add us... We have no sense of character. Its a Game and it his game he plays it how he wants. He's not gay but his sister is bi and he understands bi people (like girls being bi is really disgusting?Lol) all kinds of bullshit this kid was saying untill i came to the conclusion that he's insecure about who he really is and does...

heres more...

Lol i eventually ended up just leaving and walking away from him.

The Best part about this story is... I ran into him again the very next day... but this time he was a dude avatar... dancing with another dude who was openly gay... O.o!!!!!

can we say busted homo???

Ha... its you're game. But please be true to yourself i will expose your ass....The original fucking way....

PS. Marni will be blogging after me for the 1st time. I encourage her to take her time. Don't be hard on herself. Let the juices flow. remember Marni. you do not havta follow my format.... but this is how i get down...

SoSe - Out!

PSS..... I'm not going around this dude named "FACE" dont even ask me to expose that dude he exposed himself in guy chatrooms. im cool.... -Salutes-

So

Blogging is really fucking hard now for the simple fact that i keep drama off here recently. What can i blog about? Well lol i did encounter some crazy Playstation home love here recently. I'll havta do some thinking about it to put it into a perfect perspective. Its rather interesting. I may even start doing a explore home type thing. I don't know... home has really changed a lot. Plus Playstation has new privacy rules so now u can't get "run by adds" from random people

Stay tuned...

and happy new Year!

#Shemad (Im being me again!)

So you know i can't get online without messing with someone. Untill someone gets serious and blows things out of proportion. But this girl was way out of it. Lol, She went from hating me to liking me... to hating me again to liking me to telling me to come to her hood that i would get beat up. I turned the recorder off because she was giving out her Email address and phone number trying to actually get serious so there wont be a part 3. #fact is... She contradicted her self many times. Im not going to write in sync with the video but you can just watch and see for yourself. Pretty hilarious.

Basically she was trying to play the victom of being trolled before any of us steped in. I didn't say a word to her untill dominatrix started trolling her. She was being very rude because some guy was talking next to her. Scrolling the lyrics to the song. She claimed she knew the guidelines to playstation home and that she would get him suspended just for doing that. To me thats a lil chidlish... bitchmad and pussy all in 1 pot.  All she had to do was hit mute on him like she did everyone else. but because her comments wasnt needed he kept doing it JUST TO ANNOY her which made it even more amusing. Soons as the guy left everyone in the Area jumped on her head with the #Shemad comments. Funny moment and good times for home.

Awwww weellll good or bad blogg ? I thought it was ok. Decent for me... stay tuned i may have more.

So it has Crossed my attention. Have you ever had a friend that..

I'm breaking the 4th! but not my own definition. Relate with me here for a second.

Lol

Scenario- It has to be 2 girls and a guy or 2 guys and a girl. The opposite sex are the 1s who are the new friends. The Same sex... 1 of them is Jealous.

So! have you ever had a friend who was so boring...You never had anything in common with? For example you actually know this person likes you. Wants to get with you. Gave him or her a chance before and they just didn't seem right? You stop talking to them for a long long time... then... 1 day they talk to you again and then you meet up with them and some other friends. his or her other friends ends up being really cool and interesting and you start to kick it with them more and then your "Friend" in the 1st place who was boring...Tends to actually want to start seem interesting again because he or she can't understand why you're kicking it with their friends now and not them? lol Then to top it all off they start sending you messages from social networks and text messages to your phone. Completely asking you and your new friend what you guys did all the time? Theres only a few situations or outcomes to this...

When the situation is you're JUST FRIENDS with the new friend and your own friend LIKES YOU it may happen like this.

1. Old friend starts to spaz for no reason on the both of you and or to include him or her into you and your new friends activities or you both can go to hell

2. give you The most STUPID ultimatum in the world which you know you and your new friend aren't going to go for unless 1 of you are not strong. For example, You believe you will lose a lot of perks or access too things if you don't give in to your old friend. I don't think anyone should care about the jealous friend acting this way in my opinion. That ultimatum is to no longer talk to your new friend anymore.

3. He or She goes about ignoring you both and two facing you guys behind your back making up sexual rumors and other kinds of nonsense.

4. Someone gets into a heated fight. Theres more to think of but i really don't have much to jot about on the brain. I do know in the end its always bad... Don't be the jealous friend. Two friends are kickin back as friends Mind your business. They don't really owe you much just because you linked them to meet each other. Be yourself... thats always interesting.

Red Hair Blue eyes...

Thats My beautiful mom. Astrius Jinx. By myside, behind me, infront of me all around me. Be afraid of Red hair and blue eyes. They are Exotic. They kill, deadly. FUCK YOU UP!.

I have niece's. Gboo, Blacc and Rayne. Second life nieces that i love to death. :D


In other news. Its Christmas time. Seems to be my favorite time of the year where I actually feel like i can be doing something with all this joy. Yes Joy i said joy, thats not my MO but... I came out of my deep dark hole. I just want be me and do what i enjoy. Thats keeping it fiction. Never intended for the things in the past to happen which in result to me making stupid and silly emo blogs. OUT OF CHARACTER! I will not deal with those i've dealt with in the past etheir. Everyone is gone. Its just me. ME ME ME. The blogged on the left side aren't here anymore and im going to remove them soon (By the time someone reads this they should be removed)

I Was on playstation home for the 1st time in about a couple of months. I honestly do not know how long i been off but i first noticed.... FREE MOVIES! Xbox now has youtube... will be getting Crackle but Sony has it now. Crackle is Good. I like it... However its very laggy on playstation. You can watch it with your friends free inside your private space too. EXAMPLE:

^ how about them apples! NICE Right... gives me a reason to actually sign in. But that doesn't mean i didnt get in any Online bullshit tho. Lol I'll leave it for the next blog. The Title will be #Shemad. Will be after i post the Video. Don't think i will be doing any editing but i do have an intro...

I Like it. Hope you all do... Can't wait to go viral again so EVERYONE CAN HATE ME...and really have nothing relevant to hate about sept... whats behind the "4th wall"

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO That has been a long hiatus!

I'm blogging! Its September. I got rid of all haters. If theirs more haters... or the same ones. Please, continue to hate. Lol PlayStation home still by god sucks. You still have no life, You still sign on to psn just to type "hey baby" to pixel titties.

So i was browsing youtube and i saw 1 of my videos was stolen to bash the content of it. Me personally i felt the same way thats why i wasnt bothered. The person stole it and bashed home for people getting married. Originally we where supposed to crash that wedding but i was stuck into my "no drama" attitude at the time.


Lol but some dude grabed my video and let them all have it. I knew not a person in that video... i just recorded and threw music over it. Just for views for the song... He pretty much let everyone have it saying home fams are stupid (ditto!) and everythign on home is stupid. At the end of the day people its not real... so i agree with it being stupid if you're taking it way to far...


Role playing is a way to explain what ur doing on home. But most don't say they are role playing because they are actually being themselves.... thats what makes home sucks...

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So i received an email from the tranny i blogged below. She thanked me for telling it like it is. Me being humble as my new found leaf i told her its all good. Yea... i appreciate mf's who can be proud of who they are no matter what and i was honestly enlighten by that email. Seems I made me feel good. So a second Shout out to nikki for being a Gangsta ass Gamer...


Hey i mite actually come back to blogging cause i dont really give a shit what people think of me anymore... fuc em... its S o S e <---- Respect it!

PSN

WELP! i spoke on my bday and SONY! has decided to bring back the PSNetwork today... Its an update as we speak. Some cities are ABLE to get online. A lot of Others cannot.. bare with sony (sike) lol

Have a great day

am i a failure?

Today is the birth of sose...

everything i had going for me is no longer existing...

is it my fault because i walked away??

Everytime i fucking come here i have nothing to fucking blogg... its starting to really fucking bother me. I'm really up here censoring myself... avoiding people. avoiding drama... Gagging shouting out someones name cause im pissed off at them. I don't want to embarrass anyone... Ugh!

I escaped my virtual world because people got close in shit. I don't know what to do or say anymore.

You know what i blame sony. Fuck that stupid fuckin company... the creation of playstation home.... etc. You know what, on facebook... i saw a group of playstation lovers and...i came across 1 special fuckin gamer. I couldn't believe this shit because all these time's i've been called a tranny on PSHome even after i got on the mic cursin someone out. There was living proof of a tranny on Facebook who is RAGING About not being on home...

^ yea... that is not a fucking girl! Not to discriminate but you guys need to stop harrassing girls or trannys over PSN! When it comes to gaming we are all 1... I believe in gaming. This bitch stands up and will tell u straight up that ur a heterosexual like its a bad thing or some shit. I respect that cause the bitch is a straight gamer! play your games and shut the fuck up thats all i say... and speaking of fucking sony... i just learned that ALLLL sony servers are takin down... from everquest... to free Realms... to... DC universe online both PC and PS3, YOU CANT PLAY SHIT ONLINE That SAYS SONY!!!

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKk

I need to play SOMETHING ON THE PS3! that is NOT Ps2!! its stupid that PS2 games WORK!!!!!!!!!!! why!? because its hosted by gamespy...

on to the NEXT!

[13:46] Trazique Clarity: yo bro

[13:46] Trazique Clarity: Idk what goin on but I'm ask nicely to fall back off SoSe

[13:47] Trazique Clarity: She not feeling whatever you doing so let it go

[13:48] Trazique Clarity: I know you see this

[13:49] Trazique Clarity: so dont be a lil bitch and not even acknowledge me

[13:49] J35T34 Ravinelli: wtf u mean pussy

[13:49] J35T34 Ravinelli: i got yo bitch

[13:49] J35T34 Ravinelli: and fuk sose too

[13:49] J35T34 Ravinelli: i kno u see dat

[13:50] Trazique Clarity: that fine you can be mad but dude she not feeling you or wahtevert youpestiring her about

[13:50] J35T34 Ravinelli: nigga i aint sayin shit to her

[13:50] J35T34 Ravinelli: tell her jump off my dick already

^

I deleted you about a month a two ago. Theirs no way im "on your dick" I mean i could of aired you out so long ago but i chose not to for reason that i considered you as a friend. But since its fuck me and Jump off your dick... Then its all good. I really don't need you as a friend as you are disloyal anyways.... I'll take the time out to shoot on you u rag doll chea rug gap-tooth with a g0ld cap on ya front tooth azz mexican. nigga its 2011 not 1991... take that miami vice shit out ya mouth and shut the fuc up....

I could make this blog really messy but i chose not to... AS PLAYSTATION NETWORK is still down. I am sad to say fuck sony...I can't play my DC universe, I can't get on PShome... I can't play Mortal Kombat online... PSN thank you for the most boring 3 weeks of my life. Thank you sony for getting hacked. No thank you second life...

Sucks! this my place to rant and i dont even RANT! fuck that!!!

PSN Outage week two

May 3rd : Playstation Network

As some of you may know... or may not know... PSN will be back online May 3rd 2011 after anonymous took it offline on april 21st. They stated they didnt harm Peoples credit card information. Sony just said that looking for it to be a FBI case... lol it fucking backfired. As of April 27th 2011 a class action lawsuit was opened againts sony by its consumers who claim their personal lives have been violated. Lol if i was sony i wouldnt of said shit. Thats just my personal opinion! I'm just saying Specially sense anonymouse admited to taking down the servers... then saying they arent harming any sony consumers

I have nothing to do with this... i'm not apart of "anonymous" i just think its funny. april 22nd was 2 days after it was hacked. Lets look at the time line... april 24th is the day some dumbazz at sony came up with the idea...to tell its consumers to check their credit their information has been stolen. Trying to say anonymous is doing it. Prior to that...anonymous on april 22nd said they didnt. They covered their own ass... lets just say someone did take ur information from sony. Why did they take 4 to 6 days... to explain ur shit is in trouble? i mean thats not professional at all. Not good business. 2 days later... they have a class action lawsuit open againts them... GOOD! sony mite fall... all i know is i want some of that money. My credit information is on PSN...

I know you Read it

I know you do, thats why i made this post just cause i know you gonna read it... Sooooo This is the End of the SoSe Project as for what it stood for n the Past. I grew up, we grew up... we not on that lame shit anymore. Got better shit to do.

My Second life:

Married

3 kids

Rich mom... Rich father...

7 Siblings 4 sisters not encluding myself, 3 brothers...

Lots of land... mansion home, my own home. Patriots football team...what more can i ask for ya know? dude i dont need you or your dick. I like myself for who i am. You can't get with that then i dont know what to tell you. I'm evil... and playfull but i dont have a heart. I know when and when not to... never tell me some fantasy shit like im feeling myself too much cuz im not. I'm emo remember. I'm always broken hearted. Don't tell me im on ur shit cuz im really not. I listen to my own music, i play my own games. i do my own thing. I dont need many people n my life. I entertain myself and people tend to enjoy my company so no... i dont feel myself. You're just mad because you can't get on the same program as me. HA HA HA!

anyway.. see ya when i get something NEW to blogg about. It mite just be second life.

lol shit...

Shit i want to blogg about i can't, i be told not too n shit... im having some issues on SL that helps me to stay away. I have 2 sisters...1 is married and has 2 kids She is the middle sister. She sort of whines about her cheerleading position with my Dad. Since rasdaon(my dad) owns the SFL patriots and she on the cheer sqaud she thinks she posed to get some special treatment i don't know. My oldest sister is conservative and quiet like me. So we get along. I'm pretty much tha baby of my moms children... since the twinz never sign online who play 5 years old. I'm just tha baby. Then theres my brother ace who like to cheat on women but he always get caught... dominic who never signs on... and my other brother i hate... that my mom loves. The 1 i deal with everyday. g0dly (fuck this nigga) my mom loves him the mostest. I don't know why... virtual mother is mean for that 1. he never signs on and bearily talks to anyone. Not gonna say what ice does... but people sure do come here cuz they think he still here... lol (again feeding the commenters) My mom is mrs astrius jinx who i should invite to this blog so she can let out some shit. We run the lions den on second life to get some of rated u's music heard. I play saints 2 a lot when im ignoring everyone. Im also hiding. Don't want to play sose anymore. I dont know why i feel that way i just dont.

blogging seems like a hassle... commenters are having fun...im not. well maybe i should start venting off about my sl... this kinda feels better tho knowing i hate my sl and now its soothing... it more drama there than anything ive ever seen in life. SL is full of it. all you havta do is become friends with someone and then you realize the reason people sign in. They have no life...(hmmph comment) or they just dont get out much and cant controll their own actions. Hey im getting deep again but its just a thought. Yes i like long walks on the psn beach just to clown the losers on there... put my ray gun in they face... (comment!)

comment groupie love

I'm so sorry i don't love you...

Well yea i "Wrote a eHarmony" blogg according to the asian kid named jasmin angel. Ya i got the info on you. The fact that you come here anonoymous to talk about dicks is hilarious. Whatever.

Anywayzzzz

So i was told to blog cause i have a friend who is some what good to me. Leaves me a lot on psn... but its all good. Running the lions den on sL is hardwork. Getting these dJ schedules going. Trying to get people our music is hard was well. You gotta feel it... like i do. I love my CJ and i love his music. We got so turned up on youtube almost to 1k... Im feelin that. To my lover who secretly loves me and wants me to have a big dick that he can suck... I will try to grow 1 for you baby. then im going to stick my dick deep down ur throat so u can enjoy the succulent flavors of sose... those juices flowing down ur throat as ur being gaged like a ho... keep commenting. I just love it...

SIKE

Really i have nothing to blog LOL im just jotting down bullshit... currently just staring at the psn Xmb lookin at the friendslist thinking absolutely nothing to myself.... getting bored as im writing.. wanting to kill shit. and i dont really play DC universe online anymore... i just watch. Ice does :) complicated game yo....

anny or u ok? or u OK anny? im going insane... wtf

You love me

Thats why you come here to hate on me.

You love me, thats why you sit and talk to yourself in the comment box

you love me... you really do and i appreciate you. To my dearest 1 hater

I love you too. I bet you sit in front of your browser waiting to hit www.TheSoSeProject.Com

Reason i know this is because we don't eve promote it.

This place is ground zero. Its a dead zone... it says up to practice on.

But you love me, thats why you still come here.

hoping 1 day the website doesnt work anymore

because sose ruined your whole internet career 2 years ago.

You love me, You' can't get enough...

Stop talking to yourself... mr commenter its sure aint cute.

Stop loving me... im playing psp. And i dont love you...

Well maybe i do cause you love me right boo??

hahaha!!!

www. RatedUnblockable.com

Socializing

People have their opinions. I have mine. I've been told that i have a fuck the world persona. I do. Lol fact is I just like arguing and debating. I always end up trying to get my opinion heard and pointed out. I disagree with a lot! You wanna know me? sure...

My fav color is Red obviously everything i do is red. Red is the color of seduction. Seduction is the art of luring. Yes i lure... but i do nothing more after luring. I draw crowds i gather a lot of people. Finish it off with entertaining.

Movies? i dont know. Kinda hard. I like comedies, action and drama. Friday uhmm Fast and the furious. I like when they mix some movies with love. Sometimes thats good. Uhm ya kno... well you dont but w.e...hehe

My fav type of games are role playing. Any game that puts me in the game. I Like those platformers dont get me wrong... mario, sonic... uhm ya know. I like virtual worlds because you can be who you wanna be. who you desire. You mite say thats lame and thats who we usta diss but it came a time where we grew up and said to hell with it...Let people be who they wanna be. IT helps them to grow as a human being.

Xbox 360 vs Playstation 3. I am a Playstation girl only because its what i grew up with. Online is free. And i have a choice to use other products and not microsofts. Playstation is a fun system if ur a single player gamer. Online is just a plus because not all servers work well. Xbox is Great for the online experience. keeps everyone connected at all times... jump right in the game from the dashboard at a snap of a finger. What more can you ask for?

Playstation home. Well it was supposed to be a place to meet other gamers. SINCE u can get married on playstation home. I find it pretty useles...lots of E-Thugs go there. heh..

am i single? yes... kinda by choice. I feel like i should find myself before taking on belonging with someone and catering to both of out lives... My fav hobbie uhmmmmm picking on people... sounds like "why would u do that" but hey its fun and funny.

ill get more later i kinda feel uncomfy...

soSe = outSauce!

Shit like that

Shit like below i don't like going threw... its rather annoying to want to shit on people on a blog. I did get a chance to play mortal kombat. We posted a small video and its on the front page of my website. http://www.TheSoSeProject.com

in other things to come my cuzin was raging on halo while playing with my brother. I think its funny so i'm going to share it...

Hope you enjoy if not... fuck you

:D

You have No Life!!!

^ if u can't read it... play it on Youtube. Basically, I'm sick of SoSe. Sick of the Reputation, sick of havin to lay low key. Sick of peoples opinions. Leave me be... FUCK you and your life. Why are you fuckasses all afraid of me and the shit i can do? All i do is leave my mark with my opinion. I make what i say important and make an impact. Fucker YOU GOT CAUGHT! its not our problem. Now i dont dont know what happened 2 years ago but im sure it was something about some Jasmin person upset so much about their playstation home world torn. She or he was "Princess of home" Untill they FUCKED with SoSe... Thats when SoSe broke the bitch reputation. Killed her whole shit and now she dissapeared from playstation and started hiding under different psn's. Now u must be ASKING yourself. "SoSe? why are you reffering to yourself in a 3rd person?" because it wasnt the same sose... i was there but i didnt play the part at the time. I'm not gonna say who it was (cough icey lol) but SoSe back then ripped asses and tore them so bad that people really HATE "SoSe" all their online identities where crushed. Hell broke loose. Websites where destroyed... Addresses and threats where giving out. I mean sose and the SoSe Project back then was a big fucking mess. Now that I'm here and i just like being her because she's much like me. I Just dont want her Past. Its fuckin HORRIBLE! LOL i get harrassed everywhere i go that know somewhat a LITTLE big of the sose project. Its a living virtual nightmare. But then you may ask urself... now "sose... why dont u just be yourself" simple. Cause i dont want u to know me. I dont want my personal business around the internet. Its not pretty. 2...I like hiding under a character that was givin to me. It helps me escape. 3 People like sose as a character. I often get asked never to stop with sose because sose makes some people smile. That i can go to sleep to... im here to help sometimes. Help people get a good laugh and go threw their day. I like to entertain with my bullshit bumfuck adventures... but when shit like the video above happens. Its bothers ME! lol but what can i do? i took on a Heavy legacy which is SoSeDuctive... icey or lisa. A Hardcore bitch on the internet just entertaining people by insulting others mishaps... lol Thats cruel but some people fuckin deserve the shit.

sexxxx <---out---> SoSe

Just a bunch of Gibberish!???

Don't read my blog, because i don't like you...

No i will not feed you

So I'm going to try to type whats on the top of my head. Its pretty much nothing but hate at the moment. I hate this... i hate that. I Just can't stop hating shit at the moment. I'm ready to go away get away from people. I do no like a lot of things that goes on around me. Call me emo. Pfft Go ahead i dare you. I will break your face, oh maybe i'll grin with a small smile and walk away. I'm soul searching and I can't find what I'm looking for. Am i just jotting down things and making it sound like gibberish? Kind of feels like it because my brain is racing at a high pace. I cannot catch the cell and grab a positive train of thought. What do i really want to blog about? I can't say because i dont want anyone to know me...

I don't hear voices but i do have random thoughts. weird dreams and daymares, yes daymares. Because they don't happen at night. Its like being traped in a small room with nothing in it. You can't eat, can't sleep, can't piss besides in your panties. You can't really roll and stretch to be comfortable because the walls are to close together. God im sick of this emo shit as much az u are as sick of fucking reading it! (lol i just made myself laugh)

Anyhow video games are a temp fix. There is more to life than playing them. I mean actually getting the opportunity to sit and help make them is a golden day in my life. I would love to get a chance with out the stress more of the relaxation of putting something together and making it the best. Life is what you make it and im having a hard time coping with what i want to do. I have to stop trying to go around obstacles and just get with it. 1 day i will. I blogged at the moment to make myself feel better. It kinda worked. Now i need to relax, calm down and figure out something to do for the day... Disappointment is so not my friend.... lol

Yet i still feel like this blogg is a bunch of gibberish... hmmmmm

Behind every avatar there is a person...

Feelings...

i don't even know how to address this. some know me, some don't. I was called emo at one point. I was called dramafied... whatever. Fact is the SosE projects website is 100% cleaned from all drama. I do pure gaming. in Fact i dont even think anyone has even LOOKed at it. never sat down and took the time. thats why i float around and find new people to hang out with. My old friends seem to want to continue to judge. So i had a issue today with a long time friend cause i signed on home. You know what... i think home is a plague if you sit down and have a conversation with people. I mean its cool when ur bored and emo. Listen to other peoples problems and issues and then you feel like. Well shit maybe my life aint so bad. It could be worse. But then you got those who can't decide whats really going on because they are too busy being themselves. Its way easy to not give up who you are over the internet. When you do, people tend to gossip, Like me i let people think what they want... ima guy ima girl... ice still plays on the account blah blah blah. Whatever my story is i just let people think it. I don't care anymore. For the simple fact that people online lie anyway. people who don't lie need to understand that liars are 90% on the internet. I was told keep sose anonymous. People don't understand that drama is anything that has an opinion. Say for instance 2 people have 2 different opinions about something and situations keep fliping itself. Like uhhhhh and xbox fan goes to playstation home and explains why he likes xbox. Bunch of kids jump in his face and go. "FUCK xbox" cause him to swear back. Then they call mods cause he's swearin but they were swearin at him n the 1st place and the xbox fan gets banned... thats drama....

I mean i avoid stuff like that at all cost. doesn't matter thee situation i don't get involved.

Behind every avatar there is a person...

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Who hides their true identity!

Sexxxxxx

out!!

Live

Noticed when you do things live. things start to happen. Yea i've been streaming my gameplay live every so often... on my site @ http://www.thesoseproject.com/sosesstream.htm

Playing Fable 3, DC universe, Red dead Redemption, LittleBigPlanet 2, smackdown vs raw (sometimes) and Maybe left 4 dead 2

Speaking of which i should be updating soon. But you know what i mean by live when u go look at my video archive on my ustream account... (lol) http://www.ustream.tv/user/TheSoSeProject

just see for yourself. Anyway. I thought i'd make a short update i guess for those who do read this. I would hope u come check me out daily im usually always streaming what im doing on ps3 :D

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in other news. I'm pretty sick. Im trying to hang n there daily ya know mentally. Life has had its ways wit me and all i can see myself doing is gaming. I want a career out of gaming. Not necessarily a tester... journalist or nothing like that. Maybe a pre animator... idk... then again writing could be fun but i give bad opinions on everything before i finish playing it. its all good... I'll give myself some time to figure it out. Check out my show... we gonna make it good with DC universe.

I'm having a bad life

Sometimes you sit back and think to yourself are you happy or not? Are you satisfied? You wonder if everything is enough. You worry about tomorrow. You cannot come up with an answer for your own self. It seems hard, ye the worse feeling in the world because you cannot even come up with the conclusion of what you want to do in the next 5 mins. Well this is how i feel every 2 breaths that i take. I'm lost. What can i do to make myself smile? I dont even know if that exist... i push people away from me because i dont want others to suffer with my negativity. I'm creative... Yes this i know, people like some of the stuff i do, but sometimes i dont feel like i've done enough. I Drew large crowds before, but it doesnt seem enough and to top if all of... I cannot be the center of attention I hate it. I hate when a bunch of people try to talk to me at once about what they like that i did. I get rude and nasty... but when im in the shadows where i am most comfortable... i seem to enjoy people being inquisitive about me. I say "blog sose it makes you feel good" then i think well people read it and they mite gain a sense of my weaknesses. You know me Im hardcore. I don't let things appear to be bad or let anyone bother me. I do know that if someone tries something with me i will get them 10x harder. It's been proven.

Every seconds is a step closer to death. I mean for everyone this is true but for me its losing the will to live due to the belittling i get from family. I hate it when you're doing something others cannot understand and relate to and want to call you worthless or lame. I mean no motivation what so ever. Just simple put downs because you cannot accommodate to their shitty lifestyle of daily struggle. dont get me wrong im not being emo here and saying i want to die. I'm fighting it off. God has his ways of putting you threw the storm before you can get to the rainbow.I rather not sit around and hustle for right now. I rather hustle for years to come. teach myself as much as i can so when life is out there for me i can handle it. I sponge myself with knowledge daily because i refuse to be ignorant like certain individuals. I've learned n this life you must be likeable in order to succeed no matter what your job is you must be able to communicate with people in a business order. You must smile at all times. You must make sure people around you have nothing to worry about other than getting things done. Everything can be considered drama and getting in the way of business. I don't hate life... I just dont like my position in it and im hoping to get away from a level of ignorance. I've delt with a lot here... shit's changing and I'm fed up with bullshit. Now im starting to understand why music helps people. It takes you out of the zone of thinking about stupid and nonsense. I feel better when im working getting shit done and feel like somebody! music HELPS! lol... as CJ said to me 1 day... he left a woman because she was no motivation to him. Brought him down on his music... now look at CJ without her. He came to los angeles and made a hot track, met mad celebrities... and soon to be moving here to finish his career. He got to meet faith... I mean i would never bring a guy down ever. at this young age i've learned about my selfish ways and i rather push a man to do what he's supposed to do...

With all that said Rated U has helped me stay alive. It motivates me to succeed. I breath nothing else but success and i would like to take the time to pray for myself so i will never get unfocused so i would never think I'm worthless as some people try to portray me to be. I'm not saying someone said that too me (well yea i am lol) but im just saying I'm ready to prove mf's wrong and then when they need me I'm not going to help them. I used to wonder why celebs dont talk to their families or even help them.... well its simple... they are grade A Fuck ups! if you live in a home and people are cursing, theirs no structure and people dont do what they are supposed to do. Everyone does their own thing that makes them happy... and gets upset with others if they invade their space... trust me its going to stay that way forever. Its a never ending cycle amongst families in america... those chorus are fuckin important. Those family dinners u dont attend... important. Those eating at the table...night for dinner and talking to your parents about shit... important. Don't get me wrong theres 1 or 2 kids who make it out of the hood or the trailer park or the slums whatever u prefer... and they are called "new money" when they make it because they dont know much. They also struggle to stay in their position. Some new money cut off their families altogether (cough 50 cent) and become ultra millionaires because they have noone to worry about to bring them down.

When ur raised amounts structure(look at the asians perfect example) you're most likely to succeed if you follow directions correctly(unless ur a fuck up). If you're unfortunate then thats just something you're going to have to figure out like i do. I feel sorry for myself but. I'll get threw it... cuz im unblockable...

its a Shame

How niggaz think they test me i'm going to blogg they're asses. They get the complete fuckin opposite. The Delete button and the ignore. Nigga check this shit out. My name is SoSe i work with family. The Lions Den on second life. Rated Unblockable in Real life who are throwing showcases. I work with my brother who helps me mold my character into what she is. Me and SoSe are 2 diff people. I'm not and i dont stand for what the old sose usta stand for. With that all said I do not have time to sit on the computer blog, log and complain about people who do absolutely nothing with their own lives. I would be contributing to their bullshit and have myself drawn in like i need attention...

Uh Huh u know what it is...

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oh theres more...

You can sit there and get on my nerves to piss me off for me to blog you. Its not going to work. I've encountered too many people trying to do so im used to it. I only blogg people who show some interest. Worth lol'n bout. Ya know??? People who are actually COOL thats the only way i'll blog u. If its nice and funny...